Ryan-LOVE-Ayu

2009-09-04T05:47:00.001-07:00

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2009-08-21T14:51:00.000-07:00

I want to take this opportunity to wish this boy above a VERY VERY VEEEEEEEEEERY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!! ily :D

And wishing all muslims around the world, HAPPY FASTING!!! Just fast, don't complain.

Btw, fyi for my SP1, I did about HIPPIES aaaaaaaaand, I think it helps me alot in my understanding of this counterculture lifestyles. Its quite coooooool and they VEEEEEEERY COLOURFUL!!! (inside joke) Hahahaha!

Da lah!

Till here babies....

2009-08-21T00:37:00.000-07:00

Went for the Raya Light Up at Taman last wk.

Finally, I get to meet THEM!!!

Wooooooo!

Ok now serious matter..

Studio Project 1 aka SP1 aka Exam aka worst nightmare has began!!

WTHF!

Damn busy for like the next 3 wks.

Seriously..

I won't be updating. Maybe sometimes but not most of the time.

What the hell I'm talking about man?

Wah siao siao! maaaaati.

ok now bye, got to draw draw and drrrrrrrrrrrrrrraw!

2009-08-14T09:29:00.001-07:00

Chiong homework!

My bee(not yet completed)

See my STRESSED UP face . hahahahaha!

Just start colouring after the looooooooong boring presentation.

Haiayayyayayaaaaa!

2009-08-14T09:09:00.001-07:00

Currently I will be posting at onsugar ♥

But since blogger is back to normal, then I'll be posting at blogger :)

But whatever it is, do check on my onsugar ok. Who knows i'll be posting there instead. hehehehehe!

V gatal, i know :P

2009-08-12T02:24:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOAH!!!!!

Seriously fucking tired,

DAMMIT!

Didn't sleep...

Eyebagsxxssxs.

Arrrrrgh!!

Didn't finished up my colour theory homework.

Ugly siol!!

WTF!

But drawing illustration was satisfied. Heheeeee :)

Naz love my blog's song.

Huhuhuuu.

Ryan bought me this very damn big fucking expensive minnie mouse doll AGAIN -____-

Why why why?

But I love it cause HUGE!

The head!

Wah damn big, bigger than my cute ass. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

Head big, body small. Cute kn :D

Ohh thank you <3

Kam wear formal for the first time.

I'm shocked!

Can't even recognized him.

Big shoe! HAHHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Shah very funny!

Sleepy heads on the table.

Naz and I were scolded by teacher during the presentation cause we were very noisy.

Naz lah ni! haiyo :P

Relaxation time!

Weeeeeeeeeeeee!

Until this friday then its dooooooooom time!!!

Studio Project 1 coming up next week.

For 3 weeks I have to come sch at 9am-6pm.

EVERYDAY!!! CRAZY!

Maybe not everyday lah, only on tues, thurs and fri.

Do project, the LAST ONE!

Then HOLIDAY!!!! WOOOOOOOO..

Fasting month, cannot do much.

Hari Raya coming up sooon, no money, no house, no life. Asssss~

Ryan birthday also coming up, why now? :'(

Anw, 18 soon waaaaah!

Grp 4 <3

And just now, DMS was fun!

Yey!

Did a vidoe.

VERY Fuuuuuuuuuunny!

Shah gile! :P

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Looooove you guys lah lah lah ..

Too bad Naz was not there just now, if not WAAAAAAH...

KECOOOOOOOOH! ^_^

2009-08-07T18:39:00.000-07:00

WAH! Can't take it anymooooooore!

But first, sorry to all the readers for not updating.

I'm very busy....damn busy.

I had 4 final assignments for all my 4 module and the deadlines are nearing!

Well actually 2 down and 2 more to go but this last 2 uh...tsk! Crazy! Just so crazy!

But at least I know that I have the people in the picture above plus a few more with me :)

Together as one, we stand. wth? O.O

So anw, life has been busy.

Busy with assignments, laughter, jokes and madness plus bf.

Sch left with just 4 more weeks to go but these last 3 weeks uh...killer oi KILLER!

Dammit!

And fasting month is nearing!! Waaaah! Excited excited!

Well, I don't really have anything new to post...sigh!

I wonder how Naz can post her blog so many times in 1 day. TSK!

Tags replied:

Kitt: uh sedap oi, serious serious, MUST go! Worth the money :D

Aidah and Naz: Da baek pn. HAHAHAHAHHAAA! Yelah, love korg jugak :P

Ama: Thank you, miss u toooooooooooo! :]

Abang Ryan?: uh, i know O_o

2009-08-04T05:29:00.000-07:00

Ryan...

Do you know I love you?
Do you know that I treasure you?
Do you know that I care for you?
Do you know that I need you?
Do you know that you are the only guy I love besides my family?

But whyyyyyyyyyyyyy??! :(

Anw, Happy 2 yrs anniversary :)
Looooooooooooooove yooooooooooooooou <3

2009-07-25T21:48:00.000-07:00

So on the 23rd of July, yy aidah naz and me went to BREEKS at Causeway point to have a mini celebration for Naz birthday. It was not planned cause we thought Naz won't be coming to sch as she had 7 days of MC(medical leave). But she came because her birthday kan, gatal pantat! So we ordered our food and we got our drinks first.

So what we did first was... a toast for Naaaaaaaaz! :)

And then, we camwhore while waiting for the foooooods!

Waaaaah! And finally the food came!!! Yum yummmmmm!!!

And this birthday girl uh, haiya! Looooooove to make faces while taking photos of herself so WE decided to imitate her common poses :P

Then we eat lor...

And.... I didn't finish my food cause I keep drinking :(

Then we slacked there for erm...an hour? And we camwhore again. Wooooah! The place was damn syiok oi, very relaxing :)

But before we left the place, we had our final toast for....

The birthday girl :))))))

Looooooove you lah gileeeeee!!!

Will get something for you soon ok :D

2009-07-25T20:47:00.000-07:00

Outdated photos. Taken when we're visiting the museum.

Group project. One of our module(DMS) made all the ixd student to run around the sch and search for clues. Its like amazing race. And after we have found all the clues, we have to come up with a finish product which requires all the group member to participate in it. My group(ixd04) decided to take each and everyone of our photo then combined them into 1. There's a story behing it actually. Mine is blooming flowers. And out of the 4 groups, my group won the first place as it has always been. Heheeeeee! I will upload our finished product once this blogger thingy is ok.

Yesterday, I met Ros. We will always meet up every Saturday cause every Sat, she will be baking something and give me some of it. Its also for us to catch up with each other even though it is just for a while. And i think her baking skills has improved cause its damn niceeeeee lah :)

And I also went out with Bo yesterday. He bought quite a few things. But I got nothing. Didn't really went as smooth as I thought. Erm...i think that's about it :/

I'll update again soooooooon!

2009-07-18T00:38:00.000-07:00

Hello world!

Finally im back! wooooooooo~

So anw, life was hard lately.

Had ALL assignment being done LAST MINUTE.

What I mean by 'my last minute' is when you have to pass up today and you just started doing it last night and continue doing it in the morning and again continue doing it in the train and as soon as you reached sch, u have to hand it in. SIGH!

And I didn't sleep for 2 nights. I felt so tired and super lazy. Im planning to relax on the weekend but I cant cause I had performance tomorrow and sch start again on Monday. Another week of hell. But somehow, i just love assignments. Its just that its hard to GET IT START EARLY you know! Sigh~

Anw, all my module had given us THE LAST ASSIGNMENT which is due by early august. And I love my class. As in my crib. heheheheeee <3

There's always something to do, talk and joke about. Its FUN! I likeeeeeee :)

And this is my own self-portrait drawing which I did it in the class and in the train otw to sch annnnnnnd I got myself a B grade :)

It doesn't look 100% the same cause I was rushing. As you can see that my eyes, I accidentally drew it big. And.....its ugly lah!

And for this assignment, we have to used coloured papers and chose 1 image to do. So its like imitate the picture but used coloured paper ONLY.Trust me, I spend a lot of my money and time on this. And as you can see, mine is a raccoon and its freaking interesting to do but its fucking hard. Cause I have to cut it into really really tiny pieces and stick them. Again, I didn't sleep for a night just to complete it and hand in on time. It is daaaaamn ugly! And I got a C grade for this :(

Plus I just felt IRRITATED by you lately. I wish i've never met u before. Or maybe we should start it again from square 1. I just hope u will change...for me and for urself :'(

Da lah, till here darlingsxs.

I love you people.

And i miss my seconday sch friends.

See ya, tc :)

Tags replied!

Guest: Oh actually there many ways for u to get there. As for me I took this bus from jrg int, erm...can't really remember what no. but there this point whre u can see the sign HORTPARK, u drop at that bustop and see on ur left, There's this veeeeeeery loooong brigde which lead u to the henderson waves.

Naz: ye la tuh! =.= Cheh! maen tumblr seh. hahahahaha!

Atira: hahahahaa, insyallah aku buat gitu laen kali. hahahaha, ko pn bkn nye nk panggil. apada. eh! ko lagi laaaaaaaaaaawa lah tira. hhahhahaa, imy! :)

Muuuuuuuuuuah!

2009-07-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

Sorry readers. I've been veeeeeeeeeery busy nowadays. Truckloads of assignmentsxsxs! Can you imagine that?! WTF! Will do a proper update soon. I will try to dig my time for it yar. And ohhh! this Sunday i'll be performing at Centerpoint. See ya. Chiow :)))))

P.S I loooooooove Ros and Naz jepon just turn v gile n high nowadays =.=

2009-07-08T04:41:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like typing about what has happened recently. Let the pictures do the talking k. Enjoy >>>>

Nana's birthday :)

Yesterday in sch :)

Just now, I didn't go to sch coz I was sick. Ermm..actually bcoz I did not do the homework given last week and I was so damn tired yesterday as I had my dance practise. So today I went to see the doctor together with Ryan coz he is also sick. And both of us got an MC. heheee. Then we went to eat our breakfast at teh tarik. Then I went to his house to wait for the clock to strike 2pm. Then off we go to meet Sai kam n yong ting. We wanted to take back our art but Mdm Rafilah was busy so we had to come another day. So I went off as Ryan was waiting for me at the bustop n HOME!

2009-06-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

First and for most...

Happy 17th Birthday Ayun!!!

He is my bf only brother.

I see him like my own brother because

he act and behaves like my brother.

I think they have alot of things in common.

Heh^^

And Happy 16th Birthday to Soleha!!

Last long with hubby and imy (:

Happy 16th Belated Birthday to Md. Ridzwan(my cousin)

Happy 16th Advance Birthday to Nana and Nadia!!!

I love all you people!!! (:

And now for the bad news, MJ, King Of Pop is dead! :'(

Im soooooo sad and speechless.

God Bless You Michael.

Rest In Peace..

Anw, yesterday night I went to watch bobo's soccer game.

Not really a match but kind of like play-for-fun-soccer-game.

There's Haiqal and Epul and my bro's friends.

Somehow, I guess i miss my brother who is in the camp now, serving his NS but he will be back today! yey!

P.S I love my mom (:

2009-06-24T21:03:00.000-07:00

Wah Wah Waaaaaaaaaah!

Im sooooooo happy because I've been spending my time doing something/going somewhere and I think its worth it :)

I did not regret even a moment of it. yey!

So anw, on Monday, Bobo take me to this netcafe near my house area and introduced to me

this new and soon to be the most popular game among the teenager nowadays and it is called 'LIFE OR DEAD'. It is quite scary for first-timer cause they have like zombies, witch and human-like monster and there are 4 so called heroes which is us, the player. And the mission is to finish the stage ALIVE. But because I'm so used to using my lappy which have no mouse, I ended up looking like a dumb dumb, not knowing how to control the camera view using the mouse. In fact, I spin the mouse 360 degree when you only need to move it like 90 degree. wtf!

But I'm so proud to say that I managed to finish the stage ALIVE but poor bobo, he sacrifices himself just to save me and he ended up dying few sec before the stage ended. hahahahaha!

And on Tuesday, I have this assignment which needed me to take photos of something/anything that shows a particular shape or image of alphabets. And I have to take all the 26 alphabets ok. Quite hard actually. So I decided to came up with a theme and since bobo and I had never went to Henderson Waves before, I chose to go there and take photos as we went there.

Thanks to beloved Nana for telling me how to get there. hahhahaaha!

So we took this path that is freaking looooong and faaaaar which Nana had told me.

So as we're walking, I managed to capture quite a lot of photos and as soon as we'd reached there, I felt soooo relieved and happy lah of course, first time kan, jakon sikit lah.

And its very windy, i likeeeee! Can sleep seh. After we have relax all our muscles, we continued our journey to Vivo and eat!

And went to bobo's home first then my home. At night, Abu came to my house. Chill for a while then went off with bobo. They went to the netcafe to play the game Life Or Dead. And he forgot to take his IC back home. hahahhaha! Pity Abu but he was sooo excited to play the game again cause he said it was fun and cool. hahaaa!

So yesterday morning, Bobo, Iwan(my cousin), small bro and me went to ECP to skim! Cheh! As soon as we'd reached there, it was sooooooooo windy plus rain. Imagine how cold it is. But luckily there's no lightning/thunder cause at least we can still swim/skim even though its raining. So we found ourselves a good spot that has a shelter and its near the toilet area. So we started to skim. The waves was sooooooo syiok lah! Serious, Big big oi the waves. Then iwan, bro and me learned how to skim from bobo and again, I'm proud to say that at the end of the day, bro and I have successfully learn how to skim but still not that good lah. Bro and I only managed to get ourselves on the skimboard and travel like 10cm only! hahahahahahaaa. But at least something than nothing right like my cousin Iwan. Oh pity~

Changed, and went to West Mall(cause its the nearest from my house) to book our tickets for the 9pm show of the TRANSFORMERS!!! Wooooohoooo! We got a good spot oi! So lucky. But bobo didn't follow cause um..something happened between me and him on our way back. Whatever. So got home, sleep for 2hrs, wake up, bath, eat and went back to West Mall. Bought food and drinks and went in. Show already started like 5 mins. Shit! Sat down and watched for 5mins, then I sense something not right. Guess what?! WE FORGOT TO TAKE OUR POPCORN FROM THE COUNTER SIOL! FUCK! Waste my mom's money sak. Pay $7.50 and we just got our drink! The counter pon nyonya yg jage. Bodo! Then since the show has started, sape mau gi kluar ambek popcorn tu kan lagi starting je da de fight. So buat bodo je uh. So we continue watching lah.

WAAAAAH!!! Its worth the money and time! Seriously. I want to watch it again. Its a MUST watch show. There's comedy and action. Cooooool!!! But I heard from people that Megan Fox was actually a guy/male and he changed his parts and did all the surgery just to become a female. Is it true? I can't believe it cause she looks sooooo perfect. hahahahahahaa! Abu didn't want to watch the show just because he felt disgusted upon hearing the rumours. hahahahhaa, merepek uh kau Abu!

And actually today I need to go to sch cause I signed up for this workshop but I completely forgot about it and I got a wake up msg from a friend, asking me where am I. hahahahaha! I was of cause shocked! And I accidentally bubble them as yesterday's morning, I told them that I will be coming sume but I ended up not going. Sorry mates. Abu also msg me just to ask where is bobo and told me he wants to play the game today. Can see that he is soooo excited but I was feeling so stone and half asleep so I replied him back 'OK' only. hahahahaha! Abu abuuuu, again merepek uh kau. hahahahaha! PLUS!!!! I got an email from one of my lecturers saying that we don't have to go to sch next wk but lesson will still continue. Then he asked we all to create a tumblr blog. Alah, leceh uh ni ckg but at least I don't have to go to sch. waaaahaaahahaa! Im so happy :)

Ok I'm done for now.

Love you babies.

Chiows~

2009-06-21T23:51:00.000-07:00

Guess which one is ME :)

Waaaaaaah! thank god everything was over!

And everything went well, alhamdulilah.

Anw, the whole of last week I have been attending practises for Attika Dance Festival at

Kolam Air CC last Saturday.

And yea, I had fun of course, plus a bit nervous cause this was my first performance for

Dian and I have not been performing for like 1 yr.

And and and, I saw Ckg Rizal! yeah! miss him sooooo much :D

PLUS! Finally, I get to dance with NANA AGAIN! yey!

Anw last Friday, after practise I went to Ryan's house to slack and hang for awhile since

I will not be coming to his aunt's wedding on Saturday,

due to the performance. At first I thought of buying something for his aunt but due to

time, I ended up not buying anything and the only thing I can

do is to show my face. heheeeee :)

So sorry for that.

And guess what, I have not touch any of my assignments yet.

Haiya! I got a lot of assignments to be done and I have not even started :(

I guess, I have to spend my last wk of hols doing assignments day & night.

Cheh! Like real only O_o

I hope they extend the hols due to the H1N1 *finger cross*

Oh oh yes, i miss my buddies la.

My current sch friends and my ex-sch friends.

Waaaaaah!

And will be going out this tues to take photos for one of the assignment.

SIGH!

And I am sooooo pissed of with someone!

Dammit!!!

No more kind Ayu for you miss!

Till here babies!

P.S NANA, ily :))))))))))))

2009-06-17T23:10:00.000-07:00

Hello everybooody.

Finally I have a day off with him.

So yesterday we went out to first, City Hall.

And I bought something :)

Then we headed to Vivo to grab our lunch followed by slacking at the rooftop.

We camwhore( i'll be uploading it at facebk) and then home sour home.

Yea, it may seems boring but we had this talk that involves a lil bit of arguement but yea at least we

have confess and confront each other about something.

Things sort of becoming more stable but still there's a lil bit of frustration n anger in me.

So yea, that's bout it.

Hope we can save this thing and give in a lil bit.

sigh.

im just tired of all this.

c ya.

2009-06-14T05:18:00.000-07:00

Annnnnnnnnnnnd gosh, im sick!

Since last wednesday but im still sick!

Urrrrrrgh! i hate being sick during my hols cause it makes me feel like i wasted my hols.

Sigh~

And last but not least,

HAAAPPY 70th BELAAATED BIRTHDAY GRANDAAAD!!!

Looooooooooove yooooooooooou<3

Muuuuuuuuuuuuah!

2009-06-13T22:44:00.000-07:00

WAHSEYYYYYYYYY!!!

Blog ku da mati mati mati!

hahahhaaaaaaa!!!

BEST.

Im v. happpppppppppy today cause its holiday! Like finally -_-

But there's lots more assignment to be done, might as well don't call it an 'holiday' kan.

But still, i will try my v. best to enjoy every bits of it.

Well, on friday, I had the CUB-AH presentation and i guess i was v. lucky! heheheeeee!

I was the third person to present and it starts at 9 but i finished presentating at 9.50am. However, I have to wait for everyone to finish presentating and we ended at 5pm O_o

And thanks to Naz for lending me her sister's dress if not, i don't have anything formal to wear.

Yeeeeeeeeeeha!

Then yesterday, I went to TP with Nana for dance practise followed by lunch with Abang then went to hunt for a bakery shop, bought a cake, crazy cute specs, balloon and stuff for kak shikin as it was her birthday. Took a cab to her house the SURPRISE! hahahaaa, her reaction v. funny. Even though I dont really know/talk/close to you but just wanna say HAPPY 27 BIRTHDAY! :)

Then bla bla blaaaaa, went to far east with nana n sister, window shopping with them for a while then I went off to mit Ryan. Then we went back to far east cause I wanted to buy this shirt but im sooooooo sad/heartbroken/dissapointed/angry/frustrated cause the minute i stepped into the shop, a couple took the shirt that i wanted and hold them in their hands. I felt like pulling the shirt from her hands and run seh. Arrrhh! Then then then part ni best! Walked to Heeren and Ryan was being so nice yesterday. He bought for me a roxy slipper a kind of straw bag and for himself, a quicksilver wallet and volcom cap. Niceeeeeeeeeee!

Then home lor.

Today is my orange colour day cause its very relaxing! waaaaaaah! im soooooo free today but next wk, I got dance practise like almost the whole week then ATTRIKA and Bobo's aunt wedding on Saturday. Weeeeeeeeeee :D

crib

K laaah,

Till here babies!

Muuuuuuuuuah ;)

Chiowsxsxsx

2009-06-04T22:33:00.000-07:00

This is YY. She is my best girl in class and she's goooooood-really good!

Ermmm..nothing much happened lately only that Im occupied with dance dance dance, projects, homeworks and deadlines. Bloody hell(Chun Hian's fav. word =.=)

And from today till next wk, its gonna be a STRESSSSSSFUL wk for me but on a brighter side, next wk is my last wk of sch then its HOLIDAY! yey yey!

Plus! On 20 june, I have Atrika plus Bobo's aunt wedding. Wah! Busssssssy seh.

And sch MCG production practises and audition is about to start soooon. Haiya!

And and and I hate Mr. A. He sucks big time sey. tsk!

And this is SUUUUUUUUUUUUE!!!

Today is her birthday tau.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE!

Love you many many maaaaaaaaaaaaaany sekali!

:))))))))))))))))

Annnnnnnnnd this is US!!!!

Today is our 22 monthsary :O

So fast eh.

Wooooooooooooo...

Anw, im very happy today. Happy for no reason but I just felt happy :D

And today I will get my CS4 Web Premium, cooooooool!!!

Ermmm... i think thats about it for now.

I goooooo first ok.

Muuuuuuuuah! ;)

2009-05-30T20:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KITT KITT!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!!

LOVE U SWEETIEEEEE<3

:)))))))))))

2009-05-29T05:45:00.000-07:00

FCUK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am soooooooooo PISSED OFF with someone!

knnbccb!

Stop giving unnecessary comments can?

Its soooo annoying OK?!

And sch is another thing!

Nabei lah, everywk at least got 2-4 assignments.

Grrrrrrrrgh!

Luckily this wkend im freeeeee from doing all the stupid stuff :)

I want go shopping la!!!!!!! :O

2009-05-24T19:16:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!

Wahhhhhhhhh...

I felt veeeeeeeeeeery FRESH!!!

So anw, on Friday, as usual I don't have any lesson/sch but I purposely came to sch to return my book and meet my friends.

Then, we went to Causeway pt and meet the rest of my friends.

Since its Kam birthday, they decided to eat at pizza hut and celebrate his birthday.

It is surposed to be a surprise party but we came to know that someone has accidentally told Kam about this mini party. Cheh!

But nvm, we all have fun and managed to snap a few pics(with Anesa).

Then we proceed to Rp (since there's no more place for us to sit at Mcafe, MacD, library)

to do our project. But we ended up taking photos and talking like Macam P among ourselves. hahahahaaa.

Then home lor.

And on Sat, I went to malacca with Ryan and my grandparents.

We took the bus, its more of a package kind of thing la.

And I sat with Ryan!!! :O

Overall, its was OK la, not that bad.

But its totally not a good place to do shopping.

Its very popular bcoz of its foooooooooooood.

Wah syiok!!!!

And today I don't have to attend sch cause they cancelled the lesson.

But I will be meeting my friends later to do our project.

Gosh! I still have 30 texture to do and 4 perspective drawings to go seh.

Gahh!!!

My time management sucks eh. Arrrrgh!

Need to buck up and puuuuuuuuuuuuuush!

PHOTOS

2009-05-21T09:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAM!!!

A guy who is fuuuuuuuuuuuull of nonsense everyday!

hahahahhaa :)

Wah, one by one of my friends turned 18 already sia.

I need to wait like almost a yr to turn 18.

Cheh!

I very jealous sey.

Sigh!

Anyway Ryan is looooooooooooooooove lah!!!

hahahahaaa

Till here babies!!!

Will update sooooooon after I've receive all the outdated photos from Anesa ok.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2009-05-16T20:46:00.000-07:00

Siblings <3

Hello people!!

Sigh!

Sch is soooo tiring.

There's always an assignment to be done everyday.

And gosh! It took a lot of my time man.

Arrrgh! I need a break!

And and and last friday was great!!!

It was the first time I went out with Nas and Anesa and they are suuuuuuper gerek gerek people.

Nas is very cute and hyper plus kaki angkat jugak seh. hahahaa

Anesa is very mature and outgoing person (fav. word "selenge") -_-

And at one of the moment, I found out something that is freaking embrassing.

I told Anesa and Nas and they were like OMG! hahahahaa

Plus! Nas is very scared of crossing the road, she will screeeeam all the way until she'd reached the opp side of the road. Funnnnnny!

Then we have Kam, the lonely guy. hahahaha, no lah jk je eh.

There were like 5 girls and him! ahhahahaa

So there's a lot of conversation going on between us and most of them involving guys, so Kam tried to stand up for guys but ended up losing cause he couldn't fight back. huahuahuahuahua!

GIRLS ROCKS OK!

Plus plus plus, Ryan kept on doing this cute face whenever he looked at me *melts*

hahahahahhaa

And next Sat, I will be going to malacca with Ryan n my grandparents! weeeeeeeee~

Ok then,

till here darlingsxsx!

I had a stacked of homework to do ok.

Chiowsssss~

2009-05-14T05:09:00.000-07:00

HIYA!

Wadsuuuup people?!

Waah! I skipped 1 lesson this wk. The lesson is sooo boring but the spanish teacher is soooo handsooome. heheeee.

Anw, I had my first dance session in sch today and I SUCKS!!! hahahahaa, yea, really really sucks! sigh. wth seh. I dont have the confident and everything just went totally wrong :(

I very paisey right now.

And and I skipped Dian today. Cheh! -__-

Tomorrow I'm having lesson seh. haiyo! take my holiday aje. Walaowei!

Many people said i'm getting chubby. Am I?

Oh! my hands very itchy just now so I cut my hair. And now, its getting shorter :'(

Plus I loveeeee my red hot nailsssssss :)))))))

And I owe u guys this kan;

"http://likeacityofangels.multiply.com/photos/album/13/Photo-boooothing"

2009-05-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

wooooooohooooo! holiday! waaaaaah! every friday is my holiday. How coooool is that?!

Anw, yesterday I had 50 mins of lecture only so I decided to hang around at school for a while. At first, we(yy, aidah, vivian and me) thought of doing some sketches but we ended up photobooth-ing using Aidah's lappy. Yy was busy practising for her presentation today while the 3 of us(aidah, vivian and me) having fun taking retarded/nice/stupid/cooooool/pretty/merepek pictures of ourself. hahahahaahahaha!

Enjooooooooooysxsx!!!! (:

-___-

Urrrrrrrrrgh!!! my face is melting lah!!! *panic*

this is my most retarded pic. hahahahahaahaha :D
laugh uh laugh banyak banyak!!!

We just click and click and click click click!
There's a total of 40 pics but I've only got some.
Will upload the rest of the pics in my multiply ok,
as soooooon as i've gotten all the remaining pics from Aidah eh.

Btw, a lot of people said my face is getting chubby. Haiyo!
Need to slim down lah!
hahahaaaaaaaaa

Tc readers...
Muuuuuuacks!
Byeeeeeeee ((((((:

2009-05-05T05:33:00.001-07:00

HOLLA!!! (:

this is how i look in sch.
tired face ^_^

Eh beb, last sunday i went out with nana seh. We went to Taman Warisan and saw lots of familiar faces. Then i also saw ckg Rizal. Handsome pe die. hahahaha. Then we went to grab our lunch and we shared something. Waaaah! very touching la. Then we took a walked around Bugis before we headed back home. Very the kecoh seh. Overall, i had a great time and it was FUN! Meet up sooooooon yaw.

And and and i skipped my dance training today. Fuh!! Very tired uh, cannot take it. But next week i MUST go! Huhu. Plus plus, gerald is planning to meet up with me, wenxing and kam. Oh, so sweeeeeet!!! Make it a fast one ok :)

Btw, the picture above is taken by a friend of mine, DOM at class yesterday. We had to draw each other faces using our LEFT-HAND then followed by the whole body(I drew Kam!). But all using left-hand seh. Annnnnnnd next week, we will be going national museum for outdoor drawing. Cooooooool pah?!

Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd.....

cuuuuuuuuuuuuuute :)

HAPPY 21 MONTHSARY RYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love yooooooooou
*muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuacks!*
heheeeeeeeeeee.

Till here darlingsxsxs
Chiows!
:)))))))))))

2009-04-30T23:29:00.000-07:00

sigh!
tired oi.

travis (:

hmmm, anw, i've been very busy this wk.
Had my cca orientation on wed and i came late-really really late because i had a presentation.
You see! its only the 2nd wk of sch and i'd to do a presentation already. wth!
And I went home at 10pm.

Yesterday, I joined DIAN with Fidah.
And we had a hard time cause it has been a yr or two since we last dance kan.

Wah, luckily today holiday, can rest a lil.
Fuhh!

And i think my blog is getting boring kan, haiya.
Don't read uh, nothing to say uh.

DAMN!

2009-04-27T16:00:00.000-07:00

YAWNNNNNNN~

Outdated photos:

kampong ppl (:

the rich brothers!

my cribs (all wore something WHITE)

Yup, its 7am now but I wake up at 6am cause i had tonnes of work to do. FUCK!
My class starts at 12pm, see how semangat i am. hohohohooooo (:
Yesterday after sch, I met nana. kecoh uh!
Wednesday ade orientasi, ended at 9pm?!
Gile.
Macam nk cabot halfway gitu eh.
Then ade presentation lagi. Merepek seh.
Baru start sch da kene buat presentation. Siao uh!
Then later i have to do a presentation jugak but me n my partner will be singing O_o
hahahhaaha!

2009-04-25T03:53:00.001-07:00

yeaaaaaaaa!
RANDOM POST OK (:

Finally!!! CARTIZARA!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday I had a date with Fiqah. Like finally seh. hohoho.
Before that I went to sch to take my ezlink card and my student card. Woooo so now I can use consession (:
And I went back to the west with Kam and we saw Hanif.
Suprising seh. hahahaa :D
So yea, we went back together.
And oh, I pity Kam sey because someone admired him BUT! hahahahahahaha (secret la kan)
School sucks uh because I have a looooooooooooooooooooots of assignments to be done by next wk?! Gile.
ermmm, will be joining dian soon with girlfriends and I can't wait for next Friday!
wooooooohoooooo.
Today I didn't go out.
But somehow, tomorrow I will have some cash with me (:
And recently, Ryan has been very nice and loving and i likeeeeeeeee it! Muah muah!
Plus! I will be going to malacca with Ryan soooooon uh.

Till here geng(kam's fav word -.-)
Chiows <3
:)))))))))))))))))))

2009-04-23T01:10:00.001-07:00

Gd evening.

Yea, finally im back. Fuhhhhh!~
What a tiring week seh.
I have a lot of homework but all related to art and creativity.
Gahhh~
And i don't have any time for myself seh.
First day of sch, i was late. hahahahaa!
Kam waited for me for like 20 mins and i dragged him along during e first day.
So sorry kam (:
My class combined with Kam's class for most of the lessson but I don't have any lesson on every Friday. cool of what?!
Had cca fair yesterday, i sign up for __________.
Woooooooo, excited sey.
So far, everything was just fine. Quite stressful but i think i can manage.
Insyallah.
Um, i don't have anything else to share uh so i think i will end my post here.
Yea, i know my life is sooo dead lah.
Sorry & bye!
:)

2009-04-17T20:53:00.000-07:00

Hello people! gosh, im sooooo tired this wk. And yea, sch starts next Monday. Gahh~
My holidays is ending soon. So anw, on Wed went to sch with as usual Kam, and he was late!!!!!!!!! Still can smoke la what la. Haiyo! Waste my time man! Grrrrrrgh!
Went to sch for talks and take our art stuff from sch that cost $150. Crazy right?! But I never bought it from sch. Together with Li Jia, Shah, Yy, Aidah and me, we all went to art friend ourselves and chose the materials that we want instead of buying the whole set from sch. I spent a total of $40 only. See the different? Then Aidah went home while the four of us go bugis street.

And yah, I had officially moved out from my house and currently staying at my grandparents house at jrg east :)
My life is pretty dead right now cause i cant went home late as i did in the past or else my grandma will be shouting at me. yea, SHOUT eh. Walao wei, i need my freedom man -.-
And yesterday I went out with Ros to somewhere then I reached home at 7pm. Only 7pm ok!!!
The moments I reached the gate, my grandma shouted this 'MERAYAP AJE POMPUAN NI! AKU TABOK KARANG! TK PENAH NK DUDUK RUMAH!!!! and she went on and on and on.'(sorry to those non-malay, im very lazy to translate uh) gahhh~ but i quickly rush to the kitchen to avoid her scolding.

Ok im done here.
Not in the mood lah.
Bye geng!

STRESS~

2009-04-11T01:06:00.000-07:00

OHHhhhhhhhh well!!!

old picture :]

Yesterday I had a great time with RYAN!!! ^_^
So anyway, yesterday I spent my whole day with Ryan.
I got a free tickets for 2 to Wild Wild Wet, thanks to beloved Ros :)
We trained to Pasir Ris and as soon as we stepped outside the station, its started to pooooooour heavily. But its ok cause we were also starving so we head down the shopping centre just outside the station and we ate at Kopitiam :)
After we had done, took bus to Downtown East and thank god, the rain has stopped! Woohoooooo! So we changed, booked a locker and SPLASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Swim swim here, swim swim there. Swim and swim and swim then after that we changed but something happened in the ladies changing rooom. Fucker sial, there's an argument involving lots of people and one of them is ME! :) ahhahahhhahaaaaaaa. But it is not that serious though. Felt kind of lazy to entertain, nonsense uh. Pfff~
After 30 mins of waiting, finally I got my turn. Toot toot toooooot, after changing, as soon as i went out, saw Ryan waiting patiently for me(actually he kind of scold me BUT! then after i told him what happened inside, he was back to himself), hahahhaaaaaaaa. Head back home to eat and sleep. Gahhhhhhhhh~

Overall, I had a blast cause I've never went to wild wild wet before and same goes to ryan! Plus plus plus I LOVE HIM!!!!! :D

Bye yo!
Chiowssss :]

2009-04-08T21:43:00.000-07:00

HEY HO! IM BACK WITH A VERY GOOOOOOOOOD NEWS!

JVSS MALAY DANCE GOT GOLD FOR THEIR SYF!!!!!!!!
AND IM VERY VERY VERY HAPPY PLUS IM PROUD OF THEM AND I LOOOOOOOOOVE THEM :) MUUUUUUAH!

So anyway, on Monday I went back to school with my best best best girl, Fidah! It has been 1 yr +++ since the last time I met her. Simply put, i miss her and love her :)

psssssssst, i super loooove this pic lah! ^^

So as soon as we reached there, we waited for Fiqah and went up the dance studio together :)

We went in and saw Wani, Ckg Rizal and his friends and all the dancers very busy doing something. Skip skip skip, Sue asked me to take photo using her camera. And I was the camerawoman of the day bebeh.hahahaaaaaaa. And sorry if the pics didn't turned up so well cause from what i see, there's looooooots of blured pics. hahahaha. So yea, i click click here, click click there then ckg rizal asked me to help them to put on the fake eyelashes but seriously i don't even know how plus im scared that i will destroy their beautiful make-up. hahahahaa, then he said im lazy and full of excuses. hahahahaa, funny la ckg.

Skip skip skip, after all of them finished with their hair and make-up, Wani helped to put on the fake eyelashes, Fidah helped to draw the lip liner, Fiqah helped to put on the lipstick and i helped to put on the lip gloss. Blah blah blah, since we still had plenty of time so we camwhore!!! hahahaaaaaaaa.

me & nanana-nanananana-nanana-nanananana!!! haahahhahahaaaa :D

us :)

check check..

hahahahhaa, as usual, im the shortest -.-

group photo!!! nice right?

we seniors extra extra. hahahaaaha :)

Skip skip skip, got free foooood! Eat eat, laugh laugh, hit hit each other and Oh! I didn't put up picture of me with sue because all our pic, my face like shit la. hahhahaa.. more pics can be found at sue's blog ok. Blah blah blah, took the school bus to UCC then I asked ckg Rizal to help take photo of us and so, he just click and click and click. Then he went off. And guess what, all the pics he took were very far and blur la. hahahaahaha :D

except for this one. haahahaa!

Skip again, managed to watch few schools performed and their performance were veeeeeeeeeery nice to me compared to other schools but somehow after they had performed, all of them said they didn't put on their best and even the teachers said they cannot get a gold. walao wei! Fiqah, Fidah and me were like wth sia. Because to us, that it like perfect already. Aiyoyooo! But see now, they did managed to clinch the gold award right?! hahahahaaa, yey! Blah blah again, me and Fidah waited fo them to wipe all their make-up and wash their hair while Fiqah went off first. Toot toot tooooot, we went to KFC, eat, chit chat, laugh, met Kam to give him highlight cap and he gave me my "orders", and home!
:))))))))))))))))

Btw, on Sunday we had a small celebration for my cuteeeeeeeeeeeee nanny birthday and yea, it was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun :)

the foooooood ready to be eaten! huahuahua

and that's my nenek with her cake!

Ok lah, what a very loooooooooooooooooooong post lah.
Im very tired already.
So till here guys and girls!
Muah muah muah :)))))))))))))

2009-04-05T00:32:00.000-07:00

OLA FRIENDS :)

First and for most, I'M BACK!!!! hahahaa.
Alright. My lappy OK already, thanks to my lovely brother :)
This is how it goes......
My bro came back home from his NS on friday night and he straight away went to his friend's house to take his friend's charger as his friend no longer used his lappy cause he has another lappy. understand?

So anw, i had my 3 days orientation at my sch but i will just summarise the event.
But first, I wanna thank this guy below here for being very loyal as to accompany me back and forth to school. And thanks for being very very patience as to entertain all my nonsense and blah blah blah. Thanks eh geng! But unfortunately, we are not in the same class. Booohooooooooo :(

So anw, first day, nothing must. Simply get to know each other, played games, and more talks.

Second day, more exciting and interesting games. We won almost all the games except one. But its OK, im proud of my class(ixd 04 aka Fantastic 4). hur hur :D

Last day, nothing much. Make a deal with Kam, not to talk to each other for the whole journey. hahahaaaa, yea its lame but he called me talkative first so i decided to make a deal and yes, we did not talk to each other for the entire journey. hahahahaha.

Skip skip skip...
Each group has to come out with a 5 mins presentation with the theme 'who am i, who are we?'.
So my group came out with a smiley face theme and yea, we won! hahahahhahaa.

this was what we did. Under my description, i inserted this : favourite quote 'nothing is impossible', wanky and crazy. so guess where's mine?

our course icon :)

Seriously, we didn't aspected us to win but we just won. For both the presentation and the game. We won first place!!! And yea, we were soooooooo freaking shocked when they called our group name. But hey, we have just won the war guys :))))))))))))))))
Thanks to all members and our OGL, yy and Li jia!
We rocks man!!! hahahahhaa.

So anw, yesterday I went out with Ryan, didn't went so well at first but yea, we had fun. We bought a few things and yea, thats all. hahahhaaa. And today is our 1 yr 8 mths anniversary. So double the happiness. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)))))))))

Plus plus plus, today, my whole family will be going to celebrate my grandma's birthday which falls on the 3rd of april. Happy 68th birthday nenek ku!!! :)

And and and, my whole family will be moving out from this house on the 12 apr. We will then be staying at my grandparents house while my parents go and look for our new home. Because of some financial, budget whatever thingy, there's higher chance that we will be moving to jrg west. Its a very sad thing for me cause this is where i grew up and where my families and my close friends are. But...haiz, nevermind.

Anw, tomorrow i will be going back to school and merge with my beloved malay dancers and my old bestie, Fidah! They will be having their SYF tomorrow so all the best girls!!!! It seems like just yesterday I was there dancing for the SYF but now its theirs turn sooooooo GD LUCK!!!! :)

Till next time guys, muah muah!!!
Chiows :)

2009-03-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

Ola!

Sorry for not been updating for like a wk or so. The reason is simply because my lappy's charger(the wire inside) meltssssss. sigh. so anyway, now i'm at the same netcafe and i have like only few mins left so i'm gonna make this a quick and short post.

I just wanna say that I really enjoyed every single day last wk and also this wk because I've been doing something to keep myself busy like going out, tidy up my room, pack my stuff(since i'll be moving out next month) and play with kitties. yey! :))))))

So anyway, last few days ago, i can't really remember when but ryan found 2 very very very cute kitties at yishun(around his sch area). The 2 kitties kept on meow-ing and so, ryan decided to bring them home because first, he loves kitties and second, he pity those 2 kitties. So ryan hide them in his bag and carried them all the way from yishun to jurong. I named them tweenie and tweekie. Both are female and i think they're twins cause they looked exactly the same only that 1 have short tail and 1 have long tail. I have a picture of them but i can't upload. Sorry guys :(

Next, few days ago, Ros treated me Seoul Garden. Yum yum! As you all know, we are under adult but we asked for student meal. hahahhaa. cool or what!? Thanks ros! :)

Btw, my uncle was being soooooo nice last few days ago as to buy for me original adidas shoes which cost about $119 and a dorothy perkins tank tops. wooooooohooooo! Plus finally i get my hands on maninara from pastamania. yummy! And and and we played bowling for like two days straight! WOW! I super loooooooove my uncle!!! :D

And I love LILY ALLEN!!!
She's cute and i looooove all her songs!
I think i'll stop here for now.
Till next time babysxsxsxs.
gooooooobye! :)

2009-03-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

hello people. sorry i cant update my blog cause my lappy rosak. maybe in the next few wks or so. so for now, my blog is dead. Now i am at netcafe pt j.w. ok byeeee kwns!!!!

Oh oh ! btw, sape lin uh? ganggu aje. suke hati aku uh, blog aku pe. aku nk panggil it ke she ke he ke, suke hati aku uh. extra2 asl?! mepek siol! tk happy or terase? hahaha, gi buat report uh klo tk happy. LOL uh lu. ok chiowssssssss!

2009-03-09T04:47:00.001-07:00

HOLLA!

taken during our first class outing :)

"Thanks eh lappy, but you sucks!" Nevermind, i'll not be needing you anymore because i'll be getting my own Macbased lappy soon. weeeee~
Cool or what?! I hate my elder bro's acer lappy soooooo much! Firstly, because it shut down by itself without giving any warning. Secondly, the bluetooth thingy just cannot be turned on and idk why. Thirdly, my uncle's memory card was corrupted(idk if this have anything to do with the lappy but I just put this as 1 of the reason so that you guys know how much i hate this lappy) And now, i can't upload any photo from either my hp or my uncle's camera! Grrrrrgh... So bro(s), dont bother to fight with me over this lappy because I dont need it anymore! hahahaaa !
:)))))))))))))))))))))))

Anyway, I went to school with Kam few days ago to see this exhibition and also to take Kam's form as he lost this form -___- Ermm...overall, the exhibition is not that interesting but ok lah, average. We shared secret and personal stuff. We also talked about random stuff especially about that long-time-no-see SUCKER! hahahaha. Cant believe 'it' had done lots of humiliating things to 'itself'. ahhahaa! Now 'it' seems to be vey happy with 'it' new friends(same species mah-HAHA!). Used to be despo for friends and bf. kekek uh! We also went to one of the canteen and Kam ate Mee rebus keras(that is what he called it) and I ate waffle unique(bcoz it taste so odd and different from the other waffle-actually tak sedap). But quite ok lah, cheap cheap food, not nice also we said it is nice. hahaaa!

So anyway, yesterday I went to dover to get my stuff from someone. Well, actually I bought it online so I had to go there to meet her and get my stuff. And i'll be getting my last item soon. So after meeting her, I headed down to JE and waited for Kam like 50 mins? Cool pe? Sucks ok. It was freaking hot yesterday and I have not eaten anything since morning plus its like already 2.40pm when we planned to meet at 1.55pm (but I arrived there at 1.45pm -__-). So I found myself a seat and fall asleep. Yes, I did managed to take a nap. hahaha! Then my face felt macam cool cool gitu-angin best, so I opened my eyes and saw Kam fan-ing my face using his envelope -__-
But then he treated me a drink to make up for it :)))

Skip skip skip I accompanied . . .
1) him to take his photo,
2) his friend who is also my friend to the hp shop,
3) him to photocopy all his documents and
4) him to buy his bleach whatever . (ass! ahhaaha, jk)

Had family gathering as usual on the other half of the day and its quite fun . I am now a part-time barber in my family because I've cut for Ryan's hair once, my lil bro's hair twice and my cousin's hair once. hahahaha! And they said, when their hair grow and need a haircut, they'll just ask me to cut for them as its FREE and its NICE ! hahahahaaa. I felt like i'm a professional hairdresser gitu ! hahahaaa.

I'm glad that i've post all my document document to the school before the deadline(which is tomorrow) but i still have one more appoinment with SATA la. haiya. Why need to take urine? Can choose not to take or not? Go there just for urine test? tsk! Waste time la.

And and and...Sayonara Muhammad Halim!!! hahahahaa. My elder brother will be serving(national service) in the police academy starting tomorrow! yey! Bye bye big bro. So now, i'm in charge ok. hahaha, no lah jk only. The good news is that, no one will pick a fight with me/used my stuff like perfume or bag without my permission/i don't have to call him to get his ass at home and I will not be force to listen to his little piece of music or song which he wrote or make it by himself. hhahaah. yes! i'm a very bad bad sister :) But the bad news is that I don't have anyone to ask for help if idk something or anything/if this lappy spoil again, no one is there to repair it and i don't have anyone to irritate or disturb at home :( *sigh*
Hope he will be doing just fine in there. Take care bro! :)

P.S I LOVE RYAN SAIFUDIN ALTHOUGH HE LOVE TO/ALWAYS BULLY ME :'(

Tags replied:
Kitt: hahahaha, alrite set! aku no prob. No worries, i will make ur wedding day the most unforgettable day ever. ahahaha!
Ama: hahahahaa, makeover dok! haahhaa :D
Yy: hahahahaa, baik kn. u want? yea, his face has the potential of becoming a bapok! ahahaha.
nurulatira: hahahahaa, kamu dimaafkn. ahhaahaa.
kam: lawa kn?! ko jealous? aku pn bole make-up kn kau mcm gitu jugak. nk? hahahaah!
ZEEROC: yup thts him! ahahaaha. yea, he is veeeeery veeery "hot". ahahahha

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NABI MUHAMMAD S.A.W & KHAIR !!!!!!!!
OK! I think i will end here for today's post.
Gooooooodbye happy people!!!!
:))))))))))))))

2009-03-04T21:13:00.001-08:00

Isnt she cute/pretty/gorgeous?
hahahahaha!

Anyone interested in this girl?
Tag me if you want to know more about her ok.
Well, she is my very very close friend and she is single!
So what are you guys waiting for?
Grab the chance before she changes her mind.
I pity her cause she is very very lonely.
So I gave her a makeover and she asked me to upload her picture on my blog for you guys to see. Simply put, she's very very 'DESPERATE!!!'
hahahhahahahahahahahahahhaha!
:))))))))))))))))

So anyway, today i'll be having tuition lesson with my two lovely student and tomorrow i'll be going to sch!!! And now, i'm bored! I dont have anything to do and no where to go. Gosh! this is killing me! And I cant wait for sch to start on 20 Apr. Yey! Ok bye :))))))

*sigh*

2009-03-01T22:08:00.000-08:00

Hello lovely peoooople :)
I've not been updating my blog, simply because there's nothing to share and talk about. But today there's looooooooooots of things I want to share with you, you and you!!! :)

welcome to the family :)

So on Saturday, had BBQ at East Coast with the 5N2 family. It was pouring in the afternoon, then it started to drizzle but we just walked to our pit and set up everything. The boys started to set the tent and light up the fire. The girls started to gossip while preparing the food to be barbeque. And the rest, relek one corner main guitar. hahaaha!

Skip skip skip, we eat, chat, laugh and joke around, talk cock and bring back those memories we had during our sec sch days. Skip3, some went home and some stayed for a night. But luckily we'd reached the mrt station when the rain started to pour heavily. Boohoooo. Back in the train, share stories with Li hui and saw her friend who happened to be one of the teacher in our sch. Skip3, saw this guy looking at me throughout the whole entire journey with his stupid cheeky smile, ass. At JE, saw Aisyah! Gerek pe, ade good news, woohooooo!

Then on Sunday, went out with mummy and ryan. We went to Sakura at Clementi Wood Road. Actually the plan is to have our dinner at Sakura with my elder and younger brother since my elder brother will be serving his part in the NS, under the police academy this coming 10 Mar. And my mom had planned this 1 wk before yesterday. But this very ungrateful fucking brother of mine canceled this plan just because of a girl who is not even his gf. And they JUST know each other. Ass kn? Fucker sial, then my mom very dissapointed/sad/angry/worried with him la. But since my mom had promised us, so she decided to go without him although this outing is specially for him -___-
I'm very ashamed to have him as my brother. Grrrrgh!!!!

Will be going to Seoul Garden in 2 wks time! And I've just came back from my medical check up at JE. Ros accompanied me to SATA and guess what, I have to come back the next time for my urine test aje. Merepek pe. Haiya. But at least I can cancel out a few things in my checklist :) And now, I can enrol online since I've pay my bills but still there's lots more to do and I only have 1 wk left -___

Anw, Happy Birthday Haiqal!!! :)))))))))
Ok bye readers!

Will be going to school this Fri with Kam. Haiya. And i'm still unemploy :(

2009-02-21T19:17:00.001-08:00

Trust.
Trust is something priceless.
You cannot buy trust, in fact you have to gain it.
It is something that is sooooo fucking valuable-more than anything else.
And you should tresure it like your own life.
Appreciate it when someone trust you.
Its not easy to get ourselves to be trusted by the people around us.
The more the people trust us, the more precious trust can be.
Never regret if you lose it one day because its hard to gain it back.
If you are lucky enough, you can have it back but it takes time, a process.
But if you're not, you can never have it back.
My point here is to tell you people that trust is something precious and you should tresure it.
Plus, never never never trust a friend if you are not that close with because they can be your nightmare, without you noticing it.
Simply put, they are evil and their motive is to just bring you down and make a chaos in your life.
And I am serious.
I've learnt my lesson and I guess I won't plus never trust that person again.
And thanks eh, I've seen your true colours dah.

A special thank to my bf for helping me and wake me up from this truth :)

Oh anw, yesterday, went out with my beloved class 5N2. Meet Pipai, Ama, Ros and Yy at JE MRT. Headed to bugis, Music Garage to watch the boys perform.( i forgot the name of their band uh. sorry eh.)Screamo oi! ahahha. Then skip3, watched other bands performance and go eat at Zam Zam Alakazam. hahahaaa. But I went home with Is because he don't have any money and Ros, don't want to go home so late. And me, i've made a promise :)
Sorry la geng, i miss the fun lah but its ok, this coming Saturday we're going to have our 5N2 second outing; BBQ at East Coast babeeeees!

Till here sygxsxsxs!
Byeeeeeeeeeeee
:)

2009-02-17T22:29:00.001-08:00

this is my one & only blood sister :)

Gaaaah!
I need a job!
I need to work!
I need to get up and get busy!
I need money!
I need to take up new hobbies!
I need to do something new!
Anything as long as its something I've never done before in my whole entire life.
I've already learn how to skate and skim.
What else can I do besides sport?
hmmmmm.....
maybe do some sketching or read a book?
oh god!
I need to get a life.
Because right now, i've been wasting my 5 mth of youth DOING NOTHING.
And its not a very good thing to do ok.
Im getting fatter.
And lazy.
Urrgggh!
I really need to make good use of my 723468649 pounds of muscle.
Besides typing(surfing the net) all day long.
What can I do?
Haiya.
This is killing me.
And wenxing, where is my present?
I have been waiting for your call since 8327892609 days ago.
Oh btw, I have a lot of hutang.
Ros, seoul garden soon ok.
Btw, today for the first time since my last P.E session in JVS, I'll be going jogging :)
Confirm I will get muscle cramp.
hahahhaaaa.
For now, im boooooooooooooooored!
:((((((((((((

HELP ME PLEASE :(

2009-02-14T20:22:00.000-08:00

Gaaaaah~
Tired tired tired tired!
Oh anw, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY people!

masai! haha.

This is my 2nd time celebrating V.day with Ryan. haaha!
So before 14 feb, i've been going around s'pore to search for special gift for him and good dress to wear. So i'd forked out $250 for this. And mummy got sooooo excited and she's sooo into this V.day thingy. So mummy was being very very very kind to volunteer to herself to accompany me going shopping and she even forked out her money so that i can save mine. hahaa thank you so much mummy. So yesterday went out with Ryan at 6pm right after he'd finished his work. Soooooo late right and there's so little time to spend with him seh. haiya. So I asked Ayun and co. to meet me at chinese garden and i was late. hahaha. sorry to all.

Skip skip skip, met ryan at 7pm at town, chilled and actually we wanted to eat at Seoul Garden/Sakura/Swensen but tooo late already. So we decided to just chill and talk things out, went to mcafe at Lido. Hahahaa, this part, i cannot tell you guys, very personal, sorry. So anw, we exchanged gifts and i got my rose! I bought for him a heart shape flower with a cute little bear hugging it, mp3 1GB, special singing card and a handmade heart-shaped cookies. And he bought for me mr and mrs mouse in wedding clothes and hugging each other plus a real unique rose. hahahaa!

my gift :)

his gift :)

Then headed to Supreme, met the rest and we lepak, makan, minum sume. I drink coke aje. hahaha. Then in the train something happened! I pity Shari. Haiya, bodo punye bdk menyusahkan org aje.

p.s Ryan sooo sweet but i know i'm sweeter, heee :)

So anw, this is what i wrote in my card:

Bboy,

You're the one who's by my side when no one else is there. You're the one I can always count on and you always seem to care. You help me through the tough times and when I've lost all hope. You also cry with me at sadtimes and laugh with me at good times.You never seem to judge me or even put me down. You always put a smile on my face whenever you see a frown. You're better than a brother and more than just my boyfriend. You have a special place in my heart and that's why you are my bestfriend! But sometimes I realize as I look at you, as I just sit and stare, I can see you perfectly clear but for some reason, you're not there. I see the same eyes and face but yet I cannot see your loving inside that you had. I can't see your pesonality, my old Ryan. Then I realize how much that you hace changed, how you don't seem to care. I stare at you but yet you are not there.

- SITI NURHIDAYU

Frankly speaking, i'm not good with words. I got some help from the net to come out with such a sweet message. I did not copy and paste ok. I edit everything and make it my own, just to melt Ryan's heart. hahahah! And believe it or not, dina atually cried when she reads my card. hahaha! :)

So anw, to all the people out there,
being single or attached,
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
Even if you're a muslim,
and people ask you why you're celebrating the V.day.
tell them SO WHAT!?
Ok byeeee and enjoysxsxs
:))))))))))))))))))))

2009-02-08T17:39:00.000-08:00

Holla friends.

Im bored.
And I feel like I want to type something.
I dont not what to do and why things happened.
But I'd always knew that everything happen for a reason.
Im just confused.
I have probs but theres no one who want to hear my cries. And dont ask me why.
You can call me loner or whatever you want i dont even care.
There used to be someone but now no more.
I just felt comfortable talking to her.
I dont even know how she is and what she's doing right now.
Hopefully she's doing fine and happy with her life.
If she could even spare a minute of her time, i would really appreciate it and thankful.
Till now, im still waiting for her to fulfill her promises.
And that is to spare a day with me. Only that.
And I cant wait for that day!
Theres sooo much to share and talk about!
I felt excited whenever I thought about this.
But at the same time, Im angry and dissapointed at her.
She knows the reason why.
Seriously, i really really need her now.
I have big big probs and she's the only one who are willing to hear my cries.
Maybe she used to but im not sure for now.
Hopefully she will.
She knows me the best.
And we used to share our probs and give opinion or solution to each other probs.
Especially when it comes to shopping.
But now?
I really miss you friend.
Miss you so much, more than truckloads!

And last Friday, I went to west coast with Ryan. But it doesnt seem to go so well and i dont wish to share it her with you. Sorry, its personal. Anw, here are picture taken at west coast park.
:)

no more mrs ryan.
back to square 1.

2009-02-02T19:41:00.002-08:00

Ola ola lah people.
Ok! I just came back for my hols.
Wow! Bole tahan bored plus gerek jugak.
Bored because im the only teenager or should i say budak2.
Gerek because i felt sooo relax and FRESH!!!
Ok i lied, actually not fresh because i was sick. yes! SICK!
It has been a week ok! Gaaahh! I hate it.
Seriously, it is very veeeery irritating. I cant get a proper sleep ok. wth!

Ok so on Friday took train to Seremban, Negeri Sembilan station. Reached there, grandpa immediately went to the ticket counter to buy our tickets back home on Sunday but then all the tickets for Sunday train were sold out. Sold out?! on friday? WOW! So had no choice but to buy the tickets for Monday. Check in into our apartment, Costa Rica. Rest then off to meet my grandma's friends. Chat, took the medicine, skip3, home. Ok nothing much lah kan. Oh wait! The result was out but i left my hp at home. I asked Ryan to hold on to my hp because even if i brought my hp with me, its no use, cant use the phone there. So i used my grandpa's phone to call him and got my result. Im happy with it, really. And i know im not the only one. Gonna be in the same school and in the same course with Kam. Hopefully in the same class lah kan. At least there's someone i know for more than 5 yrs :)

Second day, nothing much. Did nothing until at 5pm++ i think. Then went out, took cab and shopping. ahhahaa! Ok i lied again. Not really shopping lah because there's nothing much to shop pon. Just walked around. But i did bought something. Mom paid for it la, i dont have money mah. So i bought something for my bros, ryan and ryan's grandma. hahahaaaa. Shop3, home. And and and and and I MISS CHINGAY LA!!! aiyayayayaa. I want to go chingay badly seh because last year i went there with ryan, best oi!!!!! But booohooo i miss this yr chingay. walao! (insert angry face)

Third day, shift to another apartment, Bayu Beach Resort. Very nice! The sea was very clean and and i dont know how to describe but it makes you feel very relax and it feels like heaven. And i was soooo stupid simply because I did bring my uncle's camera along but i left the charger at home. But i did managed to take a few pics though when the batt went flat on the 2nd day. Booohooo! Nothing much. Watched tv the whole day. Best!!! Tonnes of movies and cartoons. hahahahahahahaah :)
Next day, packed up, took train at 3pm+++ and reached home at 10pm +++. Penat siol.
At home, i found out that one of my chocs missing so i went to investigate uh. And yes i managed to catch the culprit. My bro! Sucks. I scold him through sms lah kan becuase he's always not at home. Then he promise to buy me a new one. Ahahahahaa. Happiness strike :)
hahahahahaaa, ok merepek. :D

Random:
Tomorrow, having tuition with ica and dina. And i have not prepare anything for them yet.
Mom said she wants to bring me to the clinic today but till now she didnt mention anything about it. Confirm cancel because if not she will wake me up at 7am just to go to the clinic -___-
ermm, my throat and my nose is killing me.
And I just lazy to upload the pics, maybe some other time ok. Gaaah~
And for your info, i just woke up, havent bath and i think im going back to my lalaland after this. hahahahaa :D
So good nite ok :)))))))
And no one tag me? sadded eh. Now i know how you feel ica when there's no one tag our blog. hahahaha.
Anw this is the outdated pics which i took during the foursome outing to ECP :)
Thank you, and have a nice day :)))))))))))))))))))))) Bye!

2009-01-27T21:26:00.000-08:00

My uncle is the BEST!!! On Monday, my family planned to go to Sentosa for a picnic but then on tuesday morning, my mummy called my grandma and she said the she was sick. Not only my grandma, but me and my brother tooo. Then my mom decided to cancel the plan. But Ryan has arrived, getting ready for the picnic. kesian. Dah happy happy teros dissapointed sey. hahaha. pity my baby. But not only Ryan eh, me, my cousin. Then at 11am++ Ryan die die want to go picnic. So i tried to call my grandma and my uncle uh. After a looong conversation then they decided to go. So we went there and UH-OH! Queue die punye la paaaaaanjang! Then yg line-up sume bangla la. Haiyooo! Stupid! Then we had our lunch there then my grandma da malas, she wanted to go home. And they did. Kesian my nenek. Half balik, half stayed. So the 4 of us(me, ryan, iwan & my uncle) decided to go to east coast park to cycle. hahahah. Best! So went then saw paul!! Nasib paul ade. Then he increase an hour for us. WOW! Best pe 3 jam. hahahaa. After we have rent the bicycle except for Ryan. We go makan at MacD. Saw iwan's friends(classmates). Then we go riding uh, from end to end sey. woohooo. Skip3. Went to IMM Giant because my uncle wanted to buy something. Tooot3. had our dinner at Burger King tros home sweet home.

And today supposely had tuition lesson with Dina and Ica but I cant go because im sick. Arrrrrghh! My throat and my nose. Irritating oi. haiya. Sorry eh girls, i'll make up for it.
Anw, this friday i'll be going to Malaysia 3 days 2 nights i think. My grandma wants to take some medicine from her friend at Malaysia, Negeri Sembilan. And since im not schooling or working, they decided to bring me along. yey! Going holiday baby!!! :)))))))))))))))))))

2009-01-25T21:04:00.000-08:00

Ok! here are the photos when i went to the Night Safari which i hutang you guys!
Come come

Did nothing lately. Had tuition lesson with Dina. Sleepover at my grandparents house. Accompanied Ryan to hunt for his street soccer boots. Boring kan! Haiyoooooooo!
My life is getting boring each day la. Had nothing to share uh. Sorry eh guys. Oh yes, im going to get myself a fred perry shoe. Gaaaaaaahhh! OK bye! :))))))))))

2009-01-21T21:47:00.000-08:00

Check out this site! Funny gileeeeeeeeeer!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZTVYvFURcE
Ica, ni video yang aku suke muke itu due jugak. hahahaha :D

Hooooooooooooolla!!!
Lately I don't have the mood to blog.
And i don't know why.
But today somehow, i just wanna share what i've been through recently.

Well, firstly on Monday, went for a job interview with Ros in the afternoon. then in the evening, my uncle had his off-day and decided to bring me, lil bro and Ryan to the Night Safari. It was Ryan first time to Night Safari and my uncle was so into it and decided to become Ryan's private tourguide. haahaha. Lame sia. Then when we entered the Night Safari, we were welcomed by a performance. Cool kape! hahaha, kekek pon ade. The guys there sume hot hot siol. Badan muscle2. woooooooo! Then bought the ticket(my uncle belanje everything ok, huhuuur) and went it. We didn't took the tram because we wanted to explore ourselves. Then my uncle panakot oi. hahahaa. When we entered the 'Bats' area, he hide behind me seh. hahahaha. Skip3, we camwhore but i dont have the pic with me. Maybe next time ok. Took bus to cck interchange. Had our dinner at Lot 1 Macdonald and cabbed home. I bought a necklas and bangle for my mom. Lil bro & my uncle bought something which is glow in the dark and Ryan bought this mask which is also glow in the dark and wore it throughout the whole journey -___-

And yesterday i had a great time oi!!! Firstly, I accompanied Ryan to Queensway because he wanted to get himself a pair of street soccer boots but booohooooo, tkde. Skip3, I was late to meet Dina and Ica. I must be there by 6pm but i arrived at 6.30+pm. Sorry girls!!! I am their tutor from now on. hahaha. Chey! First time siol. wooooo! I've promise them that I will help them in their studies. For Ica, i will concentrate more on maths and for Dina, more on science. So by next week, we will start a proper lesson. I will prepare all the notes and assignments for you girls. Ambek korg! hahaha. I will guide them. Chey! Mcm paham siol! But i'll try my best k. Then the wind was so strong and i was freezing siak. ahhahaa. Skip3, hang around for a while and we share parts of our stories. Best sak! Should do that more often sey! ahahaha :))))))))))))

Random: Uncle gonna buy for me a new sneaker. I can't wait for the next class outing, going chalet! Im gonna get myself a new bag and new spec.I will do something with my hair. I want to buy a new hp and laptop. And i miss my secondary school life uh! Gaaahhhhhhhhhhh~

Till here my sayang sayangxsxsx!!!
Oh ya, i made myself an account at tagged sia!
hahahaha, first time. wth! Daaaaaaaaaa~
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2009-01-13T23:04:00.000-08:00

Helloooo gang!

Soooooo went back to sch on Monday to take our result.
Firstly, met my beloved 5N2 at the bustop with intention of going to sch late and not wearing sch attire. Skip3, went in, sat down and wait. Then kena caught by formerly known as Miss Ooi and Mr Adnan because of my hair colour. Wth sia! So have to wait until all of my classmates have taken their result slip then we can take. Merepek sak.

And I am dissapointed with myself because i believed that I can do better than this. I aimed 15 points n below. But getting points below 20 is good enough for me :)
Alhamdulilah, I pass all my subject. Weeeeeee!!!
Those who made it, congrats!
And those who didn't, don't be tooo depressed because life have to move on and never look back ok guys. Actually it doesnt matter what result we all got, what matters is that which path are we gonna take.

Skip3, crowd around our favourite teacher, Mdm rafilah and she said that she is proud of us.^^ Toot3, the whole of 5N2 excluding some, went to Bagos-IMM to grab our lunch :)
Then hang around at the playground and thanks eh pakcik yg sungguh merepek mengacau sahaje! So went off and we are went our separate ways :(

So now, i've make up my mind which course to take and in which poly. Kam and i will be taking the same course and in the same poly. heheheeeee. Ade teman! hahaha. Will apply soon, must confirm betol2. Till here darls :)

Cant wait for the next outing in February. Cheers~

2009-01-09T22:24:00.000-08:00

Cuteeeeeeeeee kn my mom!!! :D

The picture above is my mom! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Today, 10 jan 09, marked the most special and important day for my mom.
Its her BIRTHDAY!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

So yesterday, i went to JP with Ryan to find mummy's present...
I bought her 1 shiny bangle and a bracelet.
I also made a card for her.
Then, after i've gave her the present and the card, she took out all the cards we(my siblings) wrote/made for her in the past.
Funny oi!!!!
There's broken english, wrong spelling and funny drawings. Hahahahahhahahahaaahahhahah!

Eg.
Small bro: instead of saying 'I will', he wrote 'I whale'.
Big bro: his intro, "sorry for using the school markers like what i did at school'.
hahahhaahhaa. wth seh!
Ade banyaaaaaaaaak lagi oi.
Especially small bro's card. kekek sak! Kalau bace bole sakit perut seh. Hahahahhahaa

And today, big bro is going to blanja us lepas die ngn ryan da bis keje.
So called for 'mummy's birthday present'.
=.=

Till here darls. Annnnnnnd 2 days more gang!!!! Damn! ):

2009-01-07T02:37:00.000-08:00

Wonderful!!!
So on Sunday, as usual, went to my grandparents house for family gathering and celebrate my busu birthday at 7.15pm. My grandma and mom cooked a lot of food on that day. There's cake, fries, nuggets and many2 more. Malas nk list everything. Then have a rest. Perut da kenyang mah. Then kn, ade conflict dengan Ryan. Teros die balik, leave me oi. wth!
Then lame gitu Dina called so bebual2 ngn Ryan! Abe gadoh lagi -_-
Then I just went out and headed to his house for dina's birthday celebration.
Reached aje, nampak die pat bustop. Then gadoh rabak gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Then sampai sane da tkde mood la. Teros, blah3, Ajib buat aku ketawe then da OK!
My mood is back but not totally. I went home at around 11pm+, took a cab. Reached home, kene lecture dengan mummy. wth!
Tired...................!

And i feel like going johor uh! don't why. I think i want to reborn my hair uh. Mcm funny tk? Plus i feel like dye-ing my hair lagi uh! damn, i'm bored!!!

2009-01-03T21:35:00.001-08:00

Had 5N2 class outing yesterday!!!

FORMAL!

INFORMAL!

SWEETHEARTS!!! plus AMA!

Me & PIPAI!

Me & ROOOOS!

And it was supeeeeeeeeeeeeer dupeeeeeeeeeeeeeer fun/best/awesome!
We went to sentosa and settled at pahlawan beach.
There's looooots of food, games and happiness.
We are divided into 2 groups. Blue and Black.
My group is blue and the members are..
Pipai, Ara, Kam, Sani, Is and Me!
The rest is in group black.
All the games are super fun oi!
But my group lost :(
But its ok because what's important is that we all have fun right!
hahahaha!
Anw, i would like to thank all the people who organize this outing and all who attended.
You guys make my day tau :)))))))))))))
I looooooooooove yooooooooou peooooooooople!!!
Must keep in touch forever ok!
And special thanks to Iskandar for sending me. Thanks eh Is!
Then I went to JP, bought something and went home.
Now my whole body ache oi.
Haiya!
Overall, it was a BLAST!!!!!!!!!! Woooooooooooooohooo!!! :)))))))))))))))))))))
For more pictures, please visit Yy's blog ok.
Thanks :)

Result will be out next week people. Damn!
Must pray hard.

And today is my busu(uncle) and dina birthday!!!!!!
Happy birthday eh korang!
Sayang korang due!
Busu, thanks for everything tau.
He has been paying my hp bill for me every since I bought a phone which is in pri 6 or sec 1, well i can't really remember.
And dina, thanks for all the sweeeeeet and crazy memories!!!
Although we are not very close, I just want you to know that you never failed to make me laugh or smileeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I loooooooooooooove you!!!! Muuuuuuuuuuuuah!
And today, both will be holding a small party about the same time oi.
How?
Damn! :(

2009-01-01T21:27:00.001-08:00

Welcooooooooome 2009 and gooooooooodbye 2008 :)))
So its finally 2009 huh.
New friends.
New school.
New teachers.
New subjects.
New beginning.
And 'O' level results will be out sooon!
So, new cert.

On the other hand, 2008 also marked the most important year in my life.
Sat for the GCE 'O' level examination.
Its the last year i became JVSian.
Im force to leave JVS malay dance club :'(
Had to leave all my sec sch memories,
my favourite classmates/schoolmates,
teachers, especially Mdm Rafilah,
classroom/art rooom,
and all the things that had to do with JVS.
DAMN!

But what past is past right.
Nevertheless, i hope 2009 will be much much better than 2008.
As its a total brand new beginning for me.
So people out there if i were to hurt your feelings or what, please forgive me alrite.
I really am soooory.
And i'm turning 18 this year oi. hahahaha
But in december la. :(
All the best everyooone :)
Tooooodles~

And can't wait for the class outing tomorrow! Wooooooooo!

2008-12-30T20:41:00.001-08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooo mates!

Ok i'm back with a brand new blogskin (:
This blogskin is special because I made this skin myself. First time oi!
Simple.
So anyway, i've been busy lately going outings.
The most recent outing i've been was yesterday!
Yesterday, i went out with Ros to take our cheque from the school and off to Marina.
Actually we are supposed to eat at seoul garden but Ros said she does not have enough money.
So we went to Marina Pizza Hut. Ros treat me as my birthday present because during my birthday, she was in Japan. Annnnnnnnd she also brought/bought a gifts for me from Japan oi.
(((((((((((:
After eating, we saw this small garden outside Suntec City so we camwhore. While waiting for the clock to strike 6pm, we went to the esplanade rooftop to chill and camwhore again.
Toooooooot3, met Ryan and g.p at City Hall MRT then off to Jp to met mom but g.p and Ros went home. END!
Thanks eh Ros! Thank you very much (:
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Random: I can't wait for this coming Saturday, going outing with my favourite class, 5n2! ((:
Oh ya! the release of results is around the corner and im feeling supeeeeer nervous ok.
And and annnnnnnnnnnnnd HAPPY NEW YEAR people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a nice and joyful day!!! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2008-12-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

Hello people!

Life is getting boring each day. No money, no job, no new hobbies, no activities. How? Slacked at home doing nothing, shake my legs everyday. Tsk!

Oh! Yesterday my mom actually wanted to cut her hair, not all only her front and the side but then i told her that if she's gonna cut only that part, then its a waste of money. Then she said "If you think its a waste of money, why don't you help me by cutting it for me since you always cut your hair by yourself". Then at first I thought i can do it but then hahahahahahhaaa, funny oi. Her hair is like soooooo curly unlike mine so i don't know how to cut it as i've never cut someone's hair that is curly. And its hard to get the same length. But i did tried my best though. Then i asked her how short she wants me to cut then she said directly above her eyebrown. So i cut and cut and cut then I laughed my lungs out oi then her face like sadded gitu, pity seh. ahahahaha! Because her hair looked like mangkok already! hahahahahhaaaaaaaaa :D Instead i cut her hair soooooooo short like about 5-8cm. ahahahhaaa. Sorry mummy i didn't mean it. It is not done purposely ok! But she looks veeeeeeeeery cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee though :]

So anyway I will be going on a vacation this coming Monday and will be back on Thursday night. We are going to Malaysia!!! hahahahaaa. Well, that's the only country I've been so far besides Singapore -.- I know its pathetic but yeah that's the furthest country i've been so far. Boring! But to me the word 'vacation' always sound interesting and exciting. I don't really care where we are going as long as we are going on a 'vacation'. Wooooooohooooooooo!!! And i've never experience sitting on a plane or ship/ferry btw. Pity right! :(
Well, i guess im on hiatus now till Friday but do tag alrite.
So tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! :)))))))))))

2008-12-10T21:15:00.000-08:00

I'm back darlingszxzxz!!!!!!!!!

Excluding Dina, Darinna and Idham :]

So yesterday I went our with the gerek people to escape theme park(etp)! wooooooo!!!
Few days ago I found out that etp have a promotion because they are celebrating their 8th anniversary and there is a discount for the ticket price. So actually Ryan and I wanted to go to etp sooo badly since my birthday but toooo bad it was raining and finally yesterday my wish was granted and the weather was perfect!!!!!!!!! So here goes...

On Tuesday night Abu message2 with me saying who's going, where to meet and what time. But early in the morning Dina called my house at 10am to say that they have changed the time to 11am. I was like omg! Im left with only few minutes to bath, get ready, iron my clothes and pack my stuff. That's really impossible to do right. Skip!

Ryan came my house because he wanted to borrow my bag as Ica was using his bag. The rest took train from Lakeside while Ryan and I took from chinese garden, so we met the rest in the train at around 12+pm. So there's Idham, Paul, Abu, Ayun, Ica, Dina, Darinna, Sabirah, Ryan and I! 10 people altogether!!! woooooooooo!!! Fun kape! Alighted at Tiong Bahru station and waited for Paul. Camwhore!!!(all the pictures is at abu's phone) But don't bother my face sume buruk! Skip!

Reached there at around 2pm. Bought the ticket and went in!!! woooooooooooooo!!! We tried all the games there except for the rainbow ride and inverter(close oi!), mini roller coaster and the kite flyer. Wet and wild was super duper cooooooooooooooool! wooooo! The Filpper and Haunted house was not that bad. And Ryan played 1 game because he wanted to get something for me but booo hooo, he lost. But its ok :)
My favourite ride were the Datona Go-Kart(advance track) and the Pirate ship(Viking!) Wooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooo!!!
We ride the Go-Kart 3 times oi. At first I didn't know how to ride the Go-Kart so the first time I sucks oi then Ayun mcm babi he kept on hitting my Go-Kart. Tapi Ica kesian oi, die punye rosak, berasap lagi! Then second time lagi mcm sial, my Go-Kart was the slooooooowest oi! It looks like I was riding the Go-Kart alone seh because throughout the 3 rounds, i didn't saw any of the others Go-Kart. Damn! But i managed to revenge what Ayun did to my Go-Kart though. Hah! But I came in last. Then third time was not that bad. But i am still not happy because starting je DinaDiamond hit my Go-Kart mentang2 die punye was the fasteeeeeeeest! But i managed to overtake Paul! hahahahaa. Then Abu kesian oi die kene langgar dengan Dina teros tak bole bergerak seh. Haaha! Then here comes the Viking! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
We ride the Pirate ship many many many many many times oi. Uncountable!!!! The most funniest ride and the most scariest heart threathening ride. Wooo! Abu, Idham and Paul faces were the funniest. hahahahhaa..Even though we had ride it many many times they still scared of the ride but somehow they still wanna ride it. ahhahahaah! Abu harap je badan besar tapi hati kecil, penakot! ahhahahaha..Skip!

Ayun, Ica and Sabirah went home first while the rest still enjoying the rides! So at almost 8pm(the theme park closed at 8pm btw) we went home. The rest ate at KFC while Ryan and I went home because its getting late! Overall, I had fun and I really enjoyed my day! It was a blast!!!!!! Thanks everyone! Wooooooooooooooooo!

I didn't take any photo of my Hari Raya Haji but I did enjoyed it. And I didn't went over to the mosque this year to watch the goat being slaughtered because it was raining non-stop :( But I looooove the food and moooooooooney moneeeeeey! WOW!!!!

P.S Abu aku nak gambar!!!

2008-12-06T20:53:00.000-08:00

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

They copy my pose oi! hahahahaha :]

I had a blast yesterday. Actually me and sue planned on going to escape theme park on Saturday with Abu and Ryan but it have to be cancelled because Ryan's boss called and asked him to come to work on Saturday. So sue changed the plan. And everything went so perfectly. Meet up with Yati and Sue at JE interchange, took train and lrt to Segar station. Bumped with Ayun, Abu, Ica, Darinna and Sabirah. Headed to Zhenghua CC to watch the Hip Hop dance competition! wooooooo! But we have to pay $5 for the ticket. The overall show was awesome!!!! Jyeah! ahahahahah!!! Sabirah went off first because she had to be back by 7pm. Then Sue perasan oi! hah! Bad taste. hahahaha! But we didn't wait for the result because we are LATE!!! Really2 late. Trained to Orchard and luckily we didn't miss the stop. hahahah! Baek uh Abu! Then on the way saw Ryan. Muke die fed up pasal die tunggu kite for 2 hrs oi! Kesian kan. Sorry Boboooooooooooo!!! Then I tried to console Ryan because he was really very angry at me oi. You see i get the blame, bagos! Then bla3 he's OK! Yey! Then he treated us Fried Mars Bar oi! Power uh! Yummy. Took bus to Marina while Sue and Yati balik :( No camera + no gile2 + no laughter = no sue! hah! Then while walking to Supreme, Ryan and I disturbed Abu until he pissed off oi. hahahaa. Then slacked2 with Haiqal, Razif and friends for a while. Talked with Razif and Haiqal tak abis2 dengan AVA concert die. Toot3, went home with Ryan, Abu, Ayun, Ica and Darinna. But they took bus, we took train. Reached home, eat, send Ryan then message2 with Abu. Merepek uh lu abu-to. heh! jk. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep! Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :)

I don't wish to talk about my birthday and our 16mths anniversary which falls on 5 dec because it is not as plesant as i wish it is...
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((.
Going outing again on this coming Wed! wooooooooooooooooooooooooo! <3

2008-12-03T20:18:00.000-08:00

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))))))))))))))))

Today is the day people. MY BIRTHDAY!!! Woohooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!
At last, i'm 17. weeeeeeheeeeeeeee :)
I'm going out later with Ryan! heh!
I told Ryan that I want many many many colourful balloons for my birthday present.
So that i can pose with it.
And the main thing that i want to do is to write all my wishes on each balloon.
Then I will go to an open space to release all the balloons. Cool? Merepek? Whatever~
That's all i want.
Ryan wanted to buy a cake for me but I said I don't want.
But this one I want, he said he want to buy Stussy cap for me. hah!
Pipai was sooooooooo sweeeeeeeet last night. She called me to wish me at 1200am and she even sang me a song oi. hahaha! I love you Pipai!!! <3
And I want to thank all the people who wish me yesterday night and today. Thank you soooooooooo much! I love you guys toooooo :)
Have a blissful day ahead readers.
Signing off! Byeeeeeeeee!!!! :)

2008-11-28T23:58:00.001-08:00

Well HELLO there!!!!
Alright!
So here's how I spent my time for this week :)

On Monday, I went out to meet up with my bro and Ryan at Habourfront after they've finish their work. Ryan wanted this particular hat so badly so we helped him to look for it. Actually i don't really like that particular hat because I used to criticize those people who wore that hat and i find it me-re-pek! No offence! Well, its cool if only they wear it in a cold country but definitely not in S'pore. Then we headed back to Heeran and finally we got it!

Click here for pictures!

Then on Tuesday i went to my grandparents house while Ryan went out with my uncle and bro to play soccer at FICO!

On Wednesday, i went out with my long-time-no-see-friend, Nazreenah!
She is my bestfriend since primary school and she knows me veeeeeeeery well. People used to call us twins. Reason? I also don't know why. We don't look alike and i think she's much more prettier than me so i take it as those people are just blind. So we chilled out at Mc cafe and talked about random stuff. Then she came over to my house because she missess my mom and they are really very close to each other. Then we surf the net and......criticize some old enemies...huahahahahahahahahahahahahah! :P

On Thursday, nothing much, watched some old plus new movies at home, BORING!

On Friday, I went to my grandparents house and spent my time with my lovely cousin sister, Aisyah and we did some girls thingy and talked about random stuff. So today she's coming over to my house and overnight here. weeeeeeepeeeeeee!

And today i'm going out later to return some books to the library and going out with Ryan after he have finish his work. Planning to go to esplanade because Pai said that there is a geek tonight and maybe merge with some gerek people. See yooooou there :)

2008-11-23T23:17:00.000-08:00

Sooooooooooooo finally some outdated photos and events!!!!

the familia :)

On Saturday, I met up with my bro and Ryan near their workplace then we headed to Heeren because Ryan wanted to get me something but we couldn't find so we went back to lucky plaza because i was thirsty. I asked my bro to treat me but he brought us to the last storey just to show us the arcade -.-

Toot toot tooooooooot, Bro left to City Hall to meet up with his friends then headed to Shesha while Ryan and I went to Far East to meet up the the Gerek people! Heeeeeeeeee!!! Ryan bought me a nike slipper oi! I love it! Then went lepak at this place inside Marina and we camwhore!!! I forgot to charge my camere sooo the battery went flat. Stupid!!! So Abu became our photographer of the day! Wooooooooooooooooo! I introduced this favourite game of mine called 'pepsi cola 123'. hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Kind of childish but who cares, we had fun :) Went home at around 10+pm. Best day eveeeeeeeeeeeeeer oi!!!!!!!!!! Woots!

Visit Abu's blog for mooooooore photos and information! Hah!
Click here for more pictures :)

More Pictures!

my favourite photo!

OK! So the 2nd moooooost recent event is the Red Camp 5. Almost everyone are talking about this Red Camp 5. I will just summaries parts of it. First day! intro, cheers, not so much-just the beginning what, ninjas won and i have to say that i am proud of Hairul, Ryan fetch, END!

Day 2, more cheers and made new friends and also bumped into few old friends from the same primary school. But felt awkward when talking to them since we've not met for the last 5 yrs. New alliance were born, more games and shouting, mass dance was fun!, END!

Day 3, more happening! more games and cheers, CCA-hip hop was coooooool!, mass dance, break the S'pore record, cheer competition-all tribe won! photo taking session and lastly ZoukOut and we dance like no one business, Ryan fetched and home sweeeeeeeeet home! END!

Click here for more pictures :)
More Pictures!

Ryan Saifudin <3> :D

2008-11-21T22:38:00.001-08:00

I think I have soooooooooooooooooooooooo much to talk about and share with you guys but toooo bad i'm not in the mood and felt really tired. But i just want to say that i am sooooooooooo digusted when someone said that they have been "brainwashed" like duhh! They are telling people that they have no brains to think and just followed what people had to say. I'm not "brainwashing" you but i'm just sharing. See the different????????????????????? Yes? NO? Whatever~ *roll eyes*
And thanks Ros for telling me.
To Ama, Pai, Ros, Fara & Nardiah: Thanks for the sweet moments we shared together for the past 3 days and I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2008-11-14T23:07:00.000-08:00

Hahahahahahaaaaaa. Budak kental! :)

Random!
Ok! My holidays are getting boring each day because I've no money oi :(
I will start my job hunting after the RED CAMP.
It is sad to know that your friends are having conflict right now.
I mean, we're coming to the end of 2008 and we should be enjoying ourselves and not fighting.
But i have a very strong feeling that they will make up with each other.
They just need some time for themselves and each other :)
Just hope that everything will turn out fine and I miss yooooou!
Someone has promise me that she will go out with me after my Os as i've not been seeing her since last year but till now i'm still waiting for her to reply. I really hope she will reply because i really want to spend a day with her. Simply put, I miss her :(

So yesterday I went to town with Ryan to find wax for our skimboards. Firstly, we went to Heeren then the christmas decoration inside the shopping centre was super duper nice and bright. So i took a photo of it(hahaha-macam tourist) to keep as memories. Lame! Then headed to Pacific and saw Kumar! But still we couldn't find it. Next stop, Peni and finally we found it! YES!!!! Tired oi! Damn the PMS!

Today, we're going to spray our boards and tomorrow we will be going to East Coast to skim. Wooooooooooohoooooooooooooooo :))))))))))))))))

2008-11-13T21:18:00.001-08:00

Very tired.....
Yesterday I wake up at 8am and headed to Lavender to make Ryan's passport
Yes!!! Finally Ryan has a passport and can leave S'pore after 17 yr trapped in this country. heh!
Ate breakfast while waiting for my uncle.
My uncle volunteered himself to pay for the fees of making the passport.
Best eh! FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
Toot Toot Toot...
Trained to Boon Lay to find uncle's stuff but tooo bad not on sale anymore. Bluek!
Then took bus to jurong west but can't find the thing. Booo Hooooo!
Gave up!
Took bus to CDANS and play bowling. YES!!!
Ok! I sucks at bowling but at least i'm not in the last position.
Pictures>>>>

My uncle! The champion of all champion :)

My small brother! The loser :P

Ryan! The step power -.-

ME and mom! Oh ya, i'd dyed my hair oi! I want the colour to be like natural brown but the colour didn't turn out the way i want :(
But nevermind! Haiqal said that my hair colour nice then he took some and dyed his hair at my house yesterday -.-

FAMILY PHOTO! Hah! my muke merepek like minah. yucks!
That's all bebeh!

And and and I have not start my job hunting mission yet because i want to spent some of my time for myself, my family, Ryan and my friends!!!
And my bestest of all my bestfriends asked me out on next Saturday oi. I can't wait because it has been 5 yr since i met her, chat with her and went out with her :(
I miss you :'(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Off to town bebeh. I miss going to town. Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

2008-11-09T21:58:00.001-08:00

I feel FRESH and FREEDOM!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LET ME SCREAM YO! AARRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First of all, i am so fucking happy to say that 'O' level are over. Read that! OVER!!!!
No more books, uniform, rules, teachers, exams and fucking childish prob by the junior!!!!
hahahahahahha!!!!
I am proud to say that I am an official candidate who has graduated from my 5 yrs services in Jurongville Sec Sch doing my Secondary education! YES!!!
Those who are still schooling, take care hoooor! haahaaha! Padan muke!
So yesterday i did not revise anything and wasted my day because of my laziness.
At night, i paniced and revise Physics until 1.30am.
The next morning, which is today, i wake up at 4am to revise my Chemistry. Had to sacrifice la, last paper what.
Then went to school, took the paper, quite easy la-average, lepak then went home.
Reached my bustop, went to get something for mom and took the lif.
In the life i jump and jump and jump together with ryan because i was sooooooooo happy that my exams are over and suddenly, the lif came to a stop and written 'OUT OF ORDER'
FUCK! I was sooo panic that i kept pressing the alarm button non-stop.
Adding to this situation, i did not bring my handphone with me.
This is my first time getting myself stucked in the lif(between level 2 and 3)
Then, luckily there are nice bunch of people in my block that save us by calling the whatever group to help us out of the lif and to calm me down.
About 15mins later, 2 men came to the rescue and save us.
When we get out of the lif, a lot of people surrounded us oi. PAISEY SAK! hahaaha
So just walk quickly an say "thank you" many many times....
So swey la. Haiya. Baru nak enjoy da ade problem. Tsk!
At home, mom and Ryan angry with me for no reason. Mepek!
To ROS: Sorry aku aku tadi kacau2 kau. And good luck for the paper ok, besok kau da boleh hurray2! hahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)
Ok that's all ok. Byeeeee.
I want to draw2 la. Tadaaaaaaa.

Kiddy tagged me!

1.the last person who tagged you is ?
Kiddy

2.your relationsip with him/her ?
My super crazy friend

3.your impression of him/her ?
Crazy, energetic, hyper, bubbly

4.the most memorable thing that he/her done for you
Being crazy with me?

5.the most memorable thing they had said to you
'kak ayu nak kacau2 ckg rizal?'(that's all i can rmember)

6.if he/she would become your lover,thing he/she has improve on will be ?
No!

7.( i guess question 7 is missing )

8.if he/she would become enermy you will ?
Hate her?

9.(missing too i guees .)

10.what is it you want to tell her now?
I miss her

11. your overall impression of he/she is ?
The most craziest person I've ever met.

12.how do you think people around you will feel around you ?
Not sure? Must ask them.

13.the characters you love of yourself ?
my craziness, i guess? Don't know lah!

14.on the contrary , thecharacter you hate about yourself is ?
The evil ayu in me and my stubborness

15.the most ideal person you want to be the most ?
the girl who can rule the world with her happiness

16. for people who love and like you , say something to them ?
You guys are everything i need in life. Thank you people! Love you!!! heh!

(Qn. 17-38)-(Missing oi!-hahaha! padahal malas)

-THE END- :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2008-11-08T20:11:00.000-08:00

Woooooooohoooooooo!
Had a very very tough plus tiring day oi.
So, went to Dina's chalet on Thursday and ton.

-The Chalet-

But the chalet looked creepy as its at Changi and just outside the kitchen window, we can clearly see 1 big banana tree and The Old Changi Hospital(OCH)on the hill tau. Scary kan?

-Old Changi Hospital(OCH)-

This is how it goes...
Dina and Hidayat fetched us from the bustop and to the chalet.
When I reached there, I hang around with nadia,nana,baby,ica and rozalina in the girls room.
Reaching the night, Haiqal and Razif plus Abu came.

-Hidayat, the main chef-

The BBQ begins.
Hidayat and Paul plus a few of the boys including Ryan became the chef of the night.

-Paul & friend-

Eat, chat, jokes, laugh, tease, whatever~
Oh ya, there's fight oi.
Ouh oh! Charcoal finished.
Dina's mom asked me and Ryan to buy charcoal.
So we went to Cheers, a 20 mins walk. Penat oi.
Came back with 2 packets of charcoal, Ryan carry until there's a scar on his shoulder.
Kesian.
Then at 1+am, a lot of them wanted to explore the OCH and they did. Stupid!
So just left a few of them, nana and me(the only girls)
Chat with Nana, gossip, share some secret and i'd found out the truth about this cousin of mine. FUCK!
After a while, they all came back.
Talk to Razif. Razif merepek. Crack some jokes. FUN!
Penat! Ngantok! Cannot tahan already.
Went to bed at 3+am.
Wake up, bath and straight away went home.
Reached home, sleep for 4+hrs.
ZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
Overall..., OK!
The end! Hahaha.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Tomorrow study for Science then after the exam on Tuesday, will go for job hunting.
Alright!
Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

2008-10-30T23:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO MATES!

I am feeling so happy right now as i'm left with only 2 more papers then its hurray2 time!!! YES!!
I find the 'O' levels was OK, only that i'm not satisfied with my english P1 and Chemistry. SHIT!!! Next paper is Social Studies so i have to upload lots and lots of facts in my pea size brain and play it one by one on Mon. Sigh.

I can't wait for next wk because i have this 1 wk break before my last paper which is Science P1 :D. Going chalet next week, enjoy2, happy2 with friendssss......:))))
Chilling bebeh! Woohoooooooooo!!!

My lappy bodoh oi. Just few days ago, i managed to change my blogskin and suddenly this bustard lappy here shut down by itself. And i cannot switch it back on. So my brother who is an expert in handling computers managed to repair the laptop like a week after the breakdown. But sadly ALL the files were gone. ALL files means, including all my pictures, my art resources, all the songs and videos which I'd download and many2 more important documents. What a waste! Sigh. Oh yes! I love the song on my blog, very relaxing and I've got myself a brand new blogskin oi :D
Heh!

Ryan said i have a dimple on my left cheek in the photo under my profile(the girl)>>>>>
which makes me kembang. haha!

2008-10-17T21:49:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for the past few weeks. For today's post, I will just summarise what I've been through.

This picture was taken on the first day of Hari Raya. That is my one and only girl cousin, Aisyah.

Experimenting with my uncle's camera. Lampu lap-lip.

On the 5th of Oct, we went to Seoul Garden to celebrate our 14 monthsary. Ryan blanja :)

After eating and shopping with Yat and Dina.

Last week 'family' came my house raya-ing. Mom invite them and cooked mee soto. Yat brought along his little pet kitten named Stussy. Cute gilerrrr kan?!!!

Photo taking session at my house. COUPLESSS...excluding Me and Ryan!

BOYSSSS...Ryan Saifudin aka Bobo, Hidayat aka Yat and Ryan Shahrul Nizam aka Ayun.

GIRLSSS.. Dina Daryana aka Lala, Siti Nurhidayu aka Ayu, Darrina aka Baby and Rozalisa aka Ica. Haha! My face buruk! :)

That's all for now readers. 'O' levels has started. 1 down, and a few more to go. (sigh!)
Signing off now, got to study for Chemistry paper on Monday! BYEEE!!!!

2008-10-12T19:39:00.000-07:00

OK HELLO READERS!!!

Well, its obvious that i've not been updating because i have no time plus i'm lazy. As you know, im a VERY VERY VERY busy person now up till 11/11. Then i'll update ok. Wish my luck tauuuu...:((((((((

2008-09-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

FCUK YOU BITCH. TALK IS CHEAP LA EH. BEBUAL MACAM PAHAM. BUEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ASS.

2008-09-08T05:33:00.000-07:00

Ryan and I went to Geylang on Saturday evening to survey on the baju kurung at the bazaar. It was packed with teenagers. Especially all the reps. Wadevaaa. We had to break our fast in the train and luckily i brought along a pathetic small chocolate bar and my water bottle. Walk3 at the bazaar and i've found this grey kebaya at one of the shop but didn't asked for the price oi. Then kan, it was pouring heavily so we had to run here and there and then all the way to the MRT station oi. Then balek da penat teros tidur. Zzzzzz.

Before going, in the train...

Going back...

END!

OI! I'm very pissed of with myself today tauuuu!!!!!!!!!!
I tell you why.
On Sun, I've sacrifice all my time revising Physics.
From afternoon till night.
I've also memorise all the formula and facts.
But just this morning, i found out that today exam is not Physics but Chemistry.
It was already 0705 when i came to know about this.
So before going out, i grab my Chem notes and dashed to school.
I managed to have a glance on some of the topic and sit for the exam seh.
Oh no! I'm DOOMED!!!
I find the paper very very easy IF only i had studied the correct subject on Sunday.
Shit!
So tomorrow i'll be sitting for the Physics Prelim paper.
DAMMIT!!!
Oh btw, i'm stressed with my art.
FCUK!

2008-09-03T01:06:00.000-07:00

Finally a time for me to update my blog.
I love rainbows sooooo much because it never fails to make me smile.
Anw, the picture above was taken by me.
Thanks to Ryan for letting me to take a snap f his lunch.
Today, i just feel like blogging about random stuff.
Hope you don't mind.
Art submission is near and i have not even completed 1/2 of it.
Mdm Rafilah gave us the question paper for prelim and it sucks because the topic was bloody difficult and complicated plus limited time to do this piece of art.
O level is next month and i have not even started my revision.
Next week there's Combined Science prelim and i have not revise anything yet.
I'm slacking as always but this time worse. Been wasting my precious time sleeping.
I feel like not going to school tomorrow because it boring.
I know my links got problem but i don't bother to do anything with it because i'm lazy.
For this year Hari Raya, mom said that we follow lil' bro choice because he has been begging for this colour like 2 years.
I hate his choice and i don't understand why he wanted this colour so much.
His choice was grey.
Yuck!
Very dull colour, i dislike it.
But i think its gonna be nice because its a shade of black and white but i'm not to sure about it. Let's just wait and see.
Ryan's family went for dark blue and it didn't match at all.
Maybe mom gonna buy for Ryan a grey baje kurung so it matches with mine but not confirm so i'm confused!
Just now after school i went to the library with Ryan to pay for my outstanding fines for not returning the book i borrowed on time.
And the best thing is that I DIDN'T EVEN TAKE A LOOK AT THAT BOOK!!!
I know, i merepek but this is the reality.
Went to print some pictures for my art and myself.
Went to popular and bought a photo album specially for me and Ryan.
Step sweeeeet gitu la but i like.
Now i'm doing research for my art prelim.
Damn boring.
Weather today was super duper great but it makes me wanna fall asleep but if i did, then i'll be wasting my time again.
Now i can feel that my back bones hurts alot, make me wanna sleep on my queen size bed.
Maybe i should stop here because i think i'm starting to talk nonsense.
Btw, fight with Ryan last night. Grrrrr~
But i enjoyed myself yesterday as Ryan brought along Ayun's mountain bike and i tumpang him. He took me round the neighbourhood but my butt suffered a serious damage...hahaha
Ok i know, crap!
Tadaaaaaaaa!!!

2008-08-31T21:29:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!
The fasting month starts today and thank god it fall during the 1 week break. But i only have 1 day break because from Tuesday till Friday, i have to attend school for Art!!! Boringggggg tauuu!
Anw, i did enjoyed my weekends oi.

On Friday, the school celebrate Teacher's Day and my class were 1 of the performer but due to the destruction of the hall by the ceiling and rain, we can't perform. All of us were pissed off because we had sacrifice a lot to give the very best we can for this performance but in the end, this happened. WTH! So some of my classmates went down to the office and called all our subject teachers to our class. So we sang infront of all our teachers except Mr Yeo, our maths teacher who was not there. Bla3, show over, all the teacher went to us and wish us all the best bla3, Mdm Lorena and Mdm Rafilah hug me oi! hahahahahahaha. Toot3, rushed down to meet Ryan and friends. Chat2 for a while, off we go. Mummy called asked us to go to JP cause she's on her way there bla3, we went, wait for her, shopping!!! Mummy bought me this $30 tops at 77th Street tauuuuu! Toot3, went home. Slack3, get changed, went to BAYBEATS!!! Meet up with the others, watch3, eat3, pity surita...toot3, went home and bumped with faz and razif at JE.

On Saturday,nothing much. Went to bugis with Ryan and shop!!! :(

Had family outing on Sunday. Went to Sentosa again because bro and Ryan begged for it. Eat3, swim3, snap3, HOME SWEET HOME!

That's all for now. Got to study for remaining Prelim paper next week. Mummy is very cute, she went to find her CD that have all the Hari Raya songs and listen to it padahal baru start puasa, da pegi dengar lagu raya. Apada! OK lah, taaaaaaadaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! :D

2008-08-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

One of my dream is to go to a place, surrounded with flowers and stay there for only a day.
If only there is this kind of places in S'pore.
Im surely gonna go there everyday.
:(

Nevertheless I still have to sacrifice every seconds of my life on my studies. 'O' level is just around the corner and in just few months, I am finally going to leave that school and I can't wait for that! Wooohoooo.

On Monday, I had 'O' level English oral and I super duper love it very much. Prelim has started since last Friday and the best thing is that I didn't revise or study any of my subject!!! For me, the Prelim Exams was damn easy IF only i have studied. I mean, the exam questions were very basic. Haiyo! *regrets :(

But look on the brighter side. Tomorrow I don't have to attend school and Friday is the Teacher's Day celebration. Yeah bebeh! Then fasting month starts next week :(((((( Ape uh! So ryan and I plan to have our breakfast at the Mcdonald tomorrow because we won't be eating breakfast in public for a month!!!

Flower macam style eh!!!
Hahhahaa
Aku suke!!! :)

2008-08-24T20:12:00.000-07:00

Thinking of you with love on your birthday and wishing you everything that brings you happiness today and always.
I just want you to know that I'll always be there for you and love you for who you are.
Wishing you HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!

On Friday afternoon, after my exam, I went to the nearest Bakery Shop to buy a cake and we(my whole family) had it all planned. Mom cooked Spaggetti on that day. Bro(s) helped to distract him from coming out of the room while I'm preparing the candles for him later in that evening. We switch off all te light and called him out. This was his first time celebrating his birthday as no one ever cares about him. And we sang a birthday song for him that makes him wanna cry. Serious! Bla3, cut the cake, eat and enjoy. I wanted to get him this Stussy shirt that cost $55 at Ripcurl shop at Heeren but it takes time, so he have to wait lor. Very niceeeeeeeeee oi the shirt!!!! So we had a happy ending on that day tauuuu.

Aku treasure dear so much!

2008-08-10T02:44:00.001-07:00

Hell-low people!

Well, life is really really getting tougher each day especially with my spoiled batik piece which some bastard accidentally/purposely put some paint on it. Fucker!
Plus with my prelim practical exam on monday and O level MT result on the same day.
Just hope for the best!
Anw, i have stories to tell tauuuu!!!!
Here goes....

THURSDAY

We had cross-country at Japanese Garden. Met Ros under my block and walk to the place. The place was awesome. Very relaxing and romantic. Bumped with Ara and Pipai. Bla3..Its our turn to run. We had to run 3 rounds to complete the race and we have to reach the finish line within 18 min. WtFOOL! So i ran with Ara and Pipai for 3 rounds tau! Yes we did finished the race, did we??? hahahaha..Went home straight after that. Bla3. Fight with mom over something so I quickly called Ryan to take me out. So Zaki, Ryan and I went to Sungai Road, Arab Street and Haji Lane to shop. Then Zaki found this shirt and he wanted to buy it but he had no cash, only credit card but he die die wants the shirt so had no choice but to hunt for Atm machine. Bla3, found it, almost fight with this fucking old apek infront of Raffles Hos. Bla3, trained back home. Didn't talk with mom for the rest of the day. At night, i toooook out the paint and started to paint my wall like retro style, very colourful and im lovin it bebeh!!!!
The End!

FRIDAY

Had National Day celebration. Firstly, we had LIVE lesson. BORING!!!..Bla3, went to the hall for the concert. I didn't knoe that JVS dikir barat was not that bad. I mean they are really gooooood!!!! Then we had to sing the past national day song but the lower sec like bodoh like that. Stupid! Only Ara, pipai and me sang. Overall, lovely performance :))))

SATURDAY

Yeahhhhh!!!!!!!!! Celebrate our 1st anniversary. Trained to Pasir Ris because we thought of going to Escape Theme Park but the moment we reached there, it was pouring heavily with lightning oi. So had no choice went to the shopping centre to shop. Headed to the arcade and we played a lot of games and i won the Datona race. hahahaha! Ryan loser! Bla3, Ryan bought me a gift for the anniversary present! No words can describe the feeling i had when he gave me the present. HAPPY TO THE MAX LA SEH! Bla3, went shopping and i bought him a gift toooooo!!!! Bla3, shop3, reached home at 11.15pm. TIRED...

HE BOUGHT THIS FOR ME...

MUAH, MUAH, MUUUUUUUUAH!

FROM ME TO YOU...

PERFECT!

SUNDAY

Had family outing and grandpa asked Ryan to tag along with us as it has been years since my grandparents went to the Sentosa! Bla3, we're late and as usual grandpa always nag and nag. Took bus to Sentosa,explore, snap3, swim3, rain3 so get change and eat3, relax3, enjoy3...Just let the pictures to do the talking ok!

NENEK AYU CUTE SEKALI!!!!!!!!

I LOVE MY FAMILY A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MONDAY

Sat at home all day long, sketching and studying for the practical. Watched 2 horror movie with Mama and got scared at night. Scared of the bloody pochong movie. Dammit! Had fight with Papa at night. :(

TUESDAY

Woke up very early this morning just to make sure that im not going to be late or reach on the dot as i usually did. So i left home 30 mins earlier when it just took me 5 mins for me to reach school from my house. Waited for the bus for 15 mins and luckily there's 99 and 334. There was also this JVS student at my bustop so he waves at the bus and the stupid 334 stopped far from the bustop. The boy ran but i just walked slowly. BUT this stupid bus didn't know i was there so it just left. PANIC SEH!!!! So i turn around to see if 99 was still there but i left tooo. I had no choice but to run to the next bustop and catch 98. Soooooo sway! Woke up so early in the morning for what!!! Wasted my 30min of my lala-land man. Haiya. Then saw Ara and Ama at the bustop so i joined them, waiting for Pipai. Pipai arrived, went in the school and prac start. Chem was bloody difficult and Phy was ok. Slacked at canteen then went up to the training room to get our result. This year result was the WORSE in JVS!!! And only 3 of the 5NA malay students get distinction. How badly have we done??? Congrats to Rahmat for getting the only A1 in 5NA and i must say that i am very dissapointed with myself because i believe that i can do even better than this. But syukuralhamdulilah lah i get distinction for both. Really felt grateful for that. I thought of retaking my MT paper in Nov. Should i or should i not? Anw, this is my GCE 'O' LEVEL MT result....

MT: A2
ORAL: Distinction

RYAN SAID HE WANTS TO TREAT MY SEOUL GARDEN AND HE IS VERY VERY PROUD OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))))))

2008-08-06T00:25:00.000-07:00

How simple my life is now you are here,
How I cherish each breath,
How I crave the light and laughter you have brought me.
I have fallen in love without taking a step,
Fallen into the sweetest of dreams,
How I hope no one wakes me.
The simplest gesture wraps itself around my heart,
Where I will hold it forever.

Each time we say goodbye a part of me weeps,
Though I know it is not forever
To my aching soul it is an eternity.
I see my happiness shine in your eyes,
Every time you hold my hand my heart skips a beat.
How sweet life is to be yours;
How meaningless life is without you.

They know nothing of the loneliness before you
Nothing of the empty tears I cried day after day,
How did you do it, I ask myself,
How did you banish the fear, the darkness?
You have made me see that nothing is that bad,
That I am strong and worthy of happiness,
You have saved me from myself.

Everyday! I wake up and smile to myself
Knowing you are waiting for me,
Knowing you can't wait to see me.
How would I go on if you were not there to hold me up,
To bless me with your love and light?
How I am glad you have found me
My life is now complete...
I am home.

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

2008-07-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

MOrning Gang!
It has been months since I last updated my blog.
So sorry for that.
The thing is I'm a very busy girl now.
And stressful maybe.
Plus a lil' bit of confused.

Well here it goes...
1) I've lost two fantastic girls of mine recently. :(

2) There's problems in my class as someone has mistaken me of doing and saying all the stuff that i did not do but i get the blame for that???

3) Never ending problems with Ryan :((((

4) Family problem! (The worst thing!!!) :'(

5) STUDIES, STUDIES AND PRELIMS + 'O' LEVEL(wth)

You see, im a very busy person now till end of Nov then i become a very relax person. But i'm glad to have such a lovely new friends such as Atira, Surita and Amalina. And i must say that im very thankful to be in 5N2 as it has reunited all my friends from 1N2 and 2N2 back in those years. Well, maybe not all but 1/2 of them :D

I hope my house will not be sell and i hope there won't be anymore misunderstanding between anyone. And please people, if you want to blame me for some reasons PLEASE provide an evidence first can? Thanks! Lastly i hope we can end this dear...

I super duper love my family, friends, classmates and Ryan!!! :)

2008-06-07T20:45:00.000-07:00

MORNING!
Greetings friends:)

Last Saturday, Ryan and me went for the bridge hunting at Mount Faber. But unfortunately we didn't managed to find it. So poor thing. After all the trouble going up and down the stairs, we ended up not able to find the bridge. Headed to Vivo City to grab our lunch and slacked.

Yesterday, we, the whole of 4nA(not all actually) reunited and went to Pasir Ris for a BBQ. At first, Ryan didn't allow me to go but after much begging, he finally gave me the green light to go. Meet GFs(Atika and Ros) at my bustop and headed to Boon Lay Interchange to meet the rest. The first part is not fun at all because lots of time are wasted waiting for one another. About 2 hrs of waiting, finally we board the train to Pasir Ris. In the train Ros introduced me to this game in her PSP. It was sooo FUN!!! The game is very violent and I'm loving it! Toot3..., finally we have reached the Downtown East. I'm very very very happy the moment we reached there because there's CARE BEAR everywhere. Wait3 again...Finally, we're enter the pit area. All of us rent a bicycle and ride! Pity Ros. Bla3.. I rent for 1hr only because i have to go off early. In order to avoid going home alone, I've asked Ryan to fetch me at the Pasir Ris Interchange. Soooo sorry i was 45 mins late! And thanks to Atika and Ros for making my day. Love u both. Ina was not able to come. She have something on.

The whole of my family went to Tangs to accompany my uncle in searching for his wedding stuff. He ended up paying $100 on a small make-up set for his future wife. What a waste! But i think its worth it because it has a brand and get 2 bags. On our way to Far East, we saw prostitute. Yucks! the face like bapok! Sooooo cheap. They wore very sexy clothes which cover their asses and tits only and attracting foreigners. Wtf! Pui uh! But i think they are not local. Bla3, on our way home, we saw an accident right in front of our eyes. We were at the traffic light waiting for the green guy to light up and their this bike, turning on the right with a very great speed and his knees almost touches the road. Stupid! He think this is a racing track or what! And ended up his bike flying to the path and his body rolling on the road. Stupid3! But luckily there's no injury. I was shocked like there's a lump on my throat. And i cried in Ryan's arms. :'(

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 10 MONTHSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Went to Geylang with Grandma and Mom just now and bought carpet, new slipper, baju kurong and some stuff for the upcoming wedding. The whole family(those in Malaysia, Pahang) will be here by next wk sooooo there will be lots of people in the house. But frankly specking i don't really like it because the house will be crowded with relatives and some neighbours we knew in the village. Macam sibok seh. Orang yang tak ade kene mengena pun nak datang. Naik kan bill aje. Bukan nye 1 hari tapi 3-4 days. Haiyo. Dah tu, satu2 datang muke stepping, macam iye2 je padahal orang kampung. I don't really hate 'minah or mat kampung'. Its just their attitude like WTF! Wadeva. Abe datang overdress macam nk attract siape aje. Pui uh!

Yesterday, Ryan followed my family to sheng shiong and we bought quite a lot of stuff there because all the stuff we need, can be found there and the price was not that expensive. I am a very busy girl this whole 2 weeks. Here are my plan....
Tomorrow, I have to attend school in the morning, then follow my grandma to Jurong West in the afternoon and at night, I have to follow my mom and uncle to town to buy stuff for his wedding. The following day, i have to wake up early in the morning to get ready for the class(5NA) outing. On Sunday, I have to follow my brother and ryan with their band to the jammimg studio in the afternoon and to my grandma house in the evening. Sooo, with me luck. I NEED A BREAK!!!!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday To Suhaira!!!!!!!!

2008-05-29T06:02:00.000-07:00

RYAN SAIFUDIN :)

SITI NURHIDAYU :)

Life is getting tougher each day. MYE result was quite OK and my L1R4 is 20. MT 'O' level was average. And the examiner was like slenge but i find him very cute. I hope I could get a distinction for the paper so that i can concentrate on my other subjects. Art is killing me right now! I need a break man. June holidays don't seem like holidays for me because we still have to go to school as per normal. The 5NA is organising an outing on 7 June but I'm not sure whether i could come or not.

My family is busy preparing for my uncle's upcoming wedding on 15 June. But to tell you the truth, i don't really like the woman-who-going-to-be-my-aunty. She's from Malaysia and she's 19. I just hate her attitude! In malay they say 'macam step mane punye bagos je'. Eeeeeew.... But the way she talked to me, she seems like wanna be close with me and get to know more about me. Hell no I'm going to let her near me but what can i do? She will become part of my family in about 2 weeks time. No one cares whether i like her or not because my uncle has chosen her. What a taste! YUCKS!!!

Ryan and me will be celebrating our 10 months monthsary next week. Ryan has teaches me lots of stuff and introducing me to new sports. My free time are spent on skating. Don't get me wrong, its not ice-skating but skateboarding. I will be learning how to play the drum and skimming if i have time but the way i looked at my schedule, i don't think i have the time at all until my 'O's has ended. So for now, i will just stick to skating until i have master it. Ryan and i have also been spending our money watching movies. And i'm loving it!

Nur Syafiqah and Rafidah are dearly missed by Siti Nurhidayu. But i am happy to know that they are still hanging on and moving on. I could just wish them best of luck and be happy always. I tend to have tears in my eyes whenever i looked at all the photos taken back then. Thousands and millions of memories are found behind those photographs. I could just dream of those moments, and not putting high hopes on it to come true again. As for now, im very grateful to have Nurul Atika and Nur Fazsreena by my side. Now, they are the one who make me laugh and smile. Not forgetting Roslinda, my partner in class.

Im just a normal girl who leads a normal life with the people i love the most and i will try my best not to hurt them:)

2008-05-02T21:48:00.000-07:00

Fuuuhhhh....
MYE has started. Time to study now and no more play time. Went to watch IRONMAN with honey at Vivo on Labour Day. Seriously, the show was cool!!! Must watch, won't regret it.
Yeah, school sucks. No fun! What to do..sec. 5 mah= STRESS!

Next week honey and i plan to watch Speed Racer oi. Power! And i missssssss FIQAH and FIDAH very3 much! I wrote fiqah name in my letter writing for MT exam. hahaha!

To Fazs and Atika: I know that our friendship is a bit shaky right now and all i want is to see is that you girls are happy. Happy with the one you loved. And really i don't mind you go with Hakim as long as you are happy, i will be happy for you. Only that i felt like a tissue paper. When you want to spend time with us, u came to us and if not, you left us just like that. And i think that's a bit unfair for us. But that's your choice so, Ros and me respect it and we just want to see you girls happy. Only that im gonna MISS YOU.

2008-04-30T09:34:00.000-07:00

This is Ayu and i love her more than anything else.i love being with her and nobody can replace her.she treated me more than a boyfriend and i love being beside her every single day. she is cute,chubby and of course very manje.today is our 9 monthsary and i wish we could be together forever.Siti Nurhidayu i just want to tell you that i love you today as i have from the start.

Happy 9 Monthsary.

2008-04-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

GAMES DAY!!!

Well for some reasons, im very excited about this Games Day. Although deep inside I can sense that its gonna be lame but im sure it will turn out fine. And yes it was. Signed up last min in the floorball competition and my group members were awesome especially Nadia. She's good. Scored the first goal but the organisation SUCKS man! WTH. Ya wadeva.. Not sure who will be the winner but it is just Not Fair!!! Bla3, skipped Mendaki lesson and went to Ryan's house with Baby, Nadia, Nana, Ica, Ayun, Azhar(s) and Owen. And it was super duper FUN!!! All the girls went into Dina's room and slack. Like slumber party gitu. GEREK!!! We share stories and sing songs. Then Nadia invite me to join them for something at East Coast tomorrow. Then his house was flooded due to 1 of the pipe and discovered that Baby's water babies got Aedes. Yucks! Ica discovered it after she has played with the water and then she became were worried. Hahhaa..Meet mom at the POSB at JW and went to grab our lunch.Toot3, went home sweet home.

Saturday

Actually I don't want to go out today because i want to study but then today the CHEAP MARKET is in the house. Soooo i quickly finished up my work and asst. , off i go! Meet Ryan and zoomed to meet Dina, Ayun and Baby. Do some shopping and i bought 2 very3 pretty skirts for $10. Cheap market mah so everything is cheap! Ryan bought original Stussy rainbow shirt for $18. Thanks to Dina for helping me out with the shopping. More friends came to join us. Bla3 slack at Paragon and went separate ways. The rest went to East Coast and we fly back to home sweet home. Ryan quickly dashed to the street soccer while i quickly revised my chem. Tomorrow i will revise for physics and im ready for the exam! Till here babes. Btw, Dina and the girls have brighten up my day and thanks for everything gang! BYEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!